Thursday, June 17, 2004

   Hmm,I see

Angel Style by greymentality
Name/Username
First Impression from Others	Others feel safe and warm inside your arms
Your Core	Is warm and beaming with soft light
Potential to Stray from the Light: 98%
Your Weakness	You keep getting picked to play Death each day.
Your Strength	Your song. It radiates the heavens.
Your Wings	White. Piercingly white and pure
Your Focus	Love
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

Very neatobo! Hmm, but I don't want to play death*sniff*! Well goodnight everyone!
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   Good afternoon everyone!
Yay! How is everyone? I'm GOOD! I got off about 30 min. after lunch! So I only worked for 4 1/2 hours! Whoo-hoo!*jumps around* I wanna....... sorry listening to a song!LOL. (it's "closer" by NIN) LOL. Anyways, let's see! Hmm, I almost didn't go to work today. I was soooo comfy in my bed all warm and stuff. I was like," Ah, do I have to get out?" But I forced myself 10 min. later.

It was really funny when I got into work! I had animal fur and stuff on my skirt(which is black so things so up well) and so my mom is like,"here let me use the lint roller on your backside." Then she's like,"I'm not trying to get fresh w/ you." I started dying laughing. Then she pulled my skirt up some and then I noticed it got a bit cold(she had pulled it up a bit too far). I was like ,"I hope no one saw that!" It was funny cause when she noticed she did that she pulled me outta site. I dunno I thought it was kinda funny. Then I cleaned off all the junk on the front of the skirt.

MMMMM! Tea is good! Um sorry I'm drinking some and it tastes soo good! I'm usually drinking powerade or gatorade at work(to wake me up and give me some energy). So, it's nice to just have tea instead. OOOOO, I got to eat Chinese today! My mom, was like,"This'll be the last day we will get to eat out together for a long time, so where do you wanna go, Amber?" I was like, "Golden Dynasty!" So, I finished my BCBS claims(they gave me some more*sigh*) and headed out! Then I returned and just got sick of everything so I asked to go home.

Oh, I'm sorry everyone for not really commenting last night. It was a rough day yesterday. I was busy and tired. But today went much better! I didn't have much to do. For real EOB's only took me an hour today! Actually I didn't even have to do those claims, but I wanted to work more than an hour! So, yah.

Oooo, it was really creepy as I was walking across the street to leave. This guy that I don't know waved at me and smiled. I was like "O.o! You perv only waving and stuff cause I'm wearing a skirt!"

Well, here's some song lyrics! It's called "Waking Up Beside You" it's by Stabbing Westward.

I've been so alone for so long/
forgotten by the world, forgotten to myself/ your effervescent eyes have awakened me/ and brushed the dust away.../but I knew you'd never stay./ So I memorized the color of your eyes/ as I lost myself inside you/ I memorized the way our legs entwined/ as I drifted off beside you./ I miss/ God, I miss waking up beside you...

at night I cling to you I'm so afraid/ afraid the day will come/ and I'll wake up and find you gone/ but you promise that you'd not abandon me/ and kissed my fears away.../ but I woke up to that day../ but I had memorized the way our eyes would meet/ reflected in the bathroom mirror/ and I memorized your naked silhouette/ as you slowly brushed your hair..

I miss, God I miss waking up beside you/ I've been so along for so long../ I forgot how much it hurts to wake up so along/ but I'd memorized how warm your body felt/ as you lay half asleep beside me./ and I memorized the way the sunlight filled the room/ and played upon your body/ I miss, God I miss waking up beside you.

Okay, end of song! Cool,eh!
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004

   *sigh*
Sorry,peeps! I've been busy so I haven't had much time or just been talking. Well, today was.. interesting. A cardboard box tried to rape me. Hmm, odd. It was weird. I finished claims today! Whoo-hoo! I also had time to finish workman's comp and put all the 02 charts away! I was productive!LOL

But I had a hard morning. I was like,"OH, I think I'll just close my eyes for a minute." Then I fall asleep. LOL. So I'm like ," DAmmit!" When I wake back up. We drop the van off and then Rob drives us to work(I clocked in at 7:40) So I worked hard today. I felt a bad because Georgia was getting a bit irritated at me. But, oh well. I think she was kidding.

Well, I'm really happy that Dave is finally back! I want to hug him to death!*hugs Dave* LOL. Hmm, well let's see what else.

I found out something sad. This guy named Frankie is trying to leave his mom and live w/ his dad. I mean I can only imagine how painful that would be. I mean she cared for him for so long. Gosh, I'm glad I decided to turn him down! He liked me, and I just wasn't attracted to him. And I'm not evil and lead guys on. So, I told him I didn't like him that way(it made me feel bad cause he bought me a Christmas present and everything, he was really sly about it too) But, ya know how that goes.

Anyways, I remember when I wanted to live w/ my father. I could never make it. Plus I'm worried he might beat me if I actually lived up there. But seeing how I'm a guest he's never hit me and if he ever does then I will just go off! But I doubt it, but he sure can be a baby when he's mad. Sometimes he even acts like a woman when he's angry.LOL. So sometimes I wonder if he's gay. Just kidding.

Well, if I think of other stuff I'll post. Hope all of ya had a wonderful day! Goodnight!
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

   I see

Guys just love...when you come onto them!


What Do Guys Love About You? (with pics :3)
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Well, if I like a guy and he likes me I can be like that, but that's really the only way

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   I see!

Friendly Girl:
Cheerful, you're a fantastic company! But you're
kinda disorganized...I pitty your mother!
Huhuhu! You love parties and hangin' out with
all your friends


What's your anime-girl steriotype?!
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   hello,again!
Well, some of the pics are really really strange looking! LOL. But there are some cool ones,too! Let's see.....well I thouhgt I'd tell you guy just funny random info.


1) There is a nearby county called "Cocke County" their high school football team is known as the fighting cocks!LMFAO! At one of the football games against them a slogan of ours was,"Blow those cocks away!"(we are the Hurricanes). A West High slogan against them was,"Trojans smother cocks!"(they are called known as the Trojans) LOL. Sorry to offend ppl(if any are offended)

2)Hmmmm,....... El Hi He Poinke! (LOL, you wanna go there hinaru?)
Okay that one's not fair cause it's an inside joke.

3) Djbouti!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is a small county in Africa. And it's pronounced as Dyour-bootie! LOL, so I often joke around and say, "I'm moving to Dyour-bootie!" LMAO

4)Low-cut white tank-tops are a bad shirt to wear when it's raining. It gets cold "there".

Anyways, can't think of many more.(I know there is more, just don't have a good memory)Well goodnight everyone!(not that I'm going to bed, yet but I doubt I'll be posting again)
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   Aww, how cool!

You represent... kindness.
You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.


What feeling do you represent?
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I think this is pretty accurate of me, but beauty is in the eye of the beholder,LOL.
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   LMAO
Well, I think I'm having a speaking problem today(when everything I say comes out wrong). I was making a bell sound and Christina looks at me and I say,"What! I was just imitating a cock!" Then I turn back and look at her again and say,"Um, did I forget the "l"?" Then I turned bright red and laughed. Then we started thinking of all kinds of words that would be different if they were missing an l. Which we thought of "I ove you" "I ike you too!" Then of course my name "Fuekiger" LOL, then we goofed off and wasted the rest of my film! We did some serious pics but mainly not serious pics. She threatened to take a pic of me crawling on the floor. I was like, NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. Well, just thought I'd share that w/ ya'll. See ya'll
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   A Good day!*hugs*
Well, work wasn't nearly as bad cause I only worked half a day(I really could have worked more, but hey me want to spend time w/ me friends) I had to work w/ EOB's again but it's a harder this time(the EOB's). Oh, well, actually I'm doing claims, it's just for some of them I need the EOB's. Anyways, I also reorganized the files for an hour so it wasn't that bad.

I got more sleep last night! Yay! But I lost track of time last night cause I was talking to Christina on messenger, and hinaru on otaku. But hey whatever I managed to get out of bed. *sigh* I've been oh, so naughty. I've been forgeting, er, well not forgeting just not caring and leaving my contacts in at night(I'm not supposed to do that). Maybe I will tonight? Who knows?

O-E, I got my hair done. It's looks alright, I just hate that it's all flipped out! I never like all of my hair flipped out, just some. Oh, well, I'll find a brush and brush it out! LOL. But she really did do a good job. So, yah, I picked up some lunch after my hair appointment and headed for Christina's house. Well, really nothing else going on.

Besides I'm at her place and I don't like staying on much cause I feel, I dunno, like it's wrong or something. Anyways, later!



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Monday, June 14, 2004

   Some of this is really really stupid!

Firsts
First kiss:	15,I think French kissing is something special and I don't want to kiss ppl I don't have any feelings for
First state you lived in:	AL
First boy/girl you liked:	Um? I think his name was Lee something(back in 1st grade,LOL)
First boy/girl you loved:	Um, I dont' think most ppl 17 or under experiences love
First book you couldn't put down:	OH, I dunno!
First friend you couldn't wait to see:	I dunno
First IM of the day:	I dunno
First SN:	SN?
First email:	I dunno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If you mean of the day, then it would be from hinaru
First online journal:	theotaku
First band you loved:	hmm, I'm too embarassed
First poster you bought:	I'm not telling
First band member you obsessed about:	Um, I never was some obsessed fan girl
First song you loved of your current favorite band:	But I have more than one fav. band!
Lasts
Last kiss:	to hinaru*kisses hinaru again*
Last hug:	to hinaru*hugs him again*
Last word said:	Hmm, I can't think that far back. Prolly good bye
Last book read (all the way):	All the way?LOL. Princess Diaries vol. 4 1/2
Last IM:	ParnoidPerson
Last person IMed:	I dunno
Last online journal entry:	today about 10 minutes ago
Last TV show seen:	Hmm, I dont' watch TV that much and dont' have the time anymore
Last commercial seen:	Who knows or cares?
Last person you spoke to:	My mom
Last CD bought:	It's been awhile so I forgot
Last song heard:	I feel asleep during "Drugstore"
Last thought:	Hmm, I'm cold! Damn vent underneath me!
Last word heard:	Bye-bye(in an annoying way)
Now
Current song listening to/singing:	Hmm, not listening at the moment
Current website you're surfing:	I'm not really surfing just hanging around otaku
Current book you're reading:	Fushigi Yugi
Current friend you're talking to:	not talking to anyone
Current rant:	??? Who knows?
Current rave:	??? above
Current obsession:	jumpimg on hinaru and patting him on the head, LMFAO
Current love of your life:	I don't love anyone! I like some ppl a lot but no love
Current hair color:	brown
Current thought:	hmm, some of these quesions are retarded
Current font you love:	Hmm, whatever
Current shoe you're wearing:	I'm not wearing shoes
Current hair style:	layered
Current person you hate:	Hmm, I try not to hate anyone

Firsts, Lasts, Nows brought to you by BZOINK!
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