Saturday, April 9, 2005

   fwee?
well, I'm sleepy...it's only 9:37, guess it's just cause it's been a boring day, sorta. Well, I woke up, turned Zelda on, played it basically off and on all day long. teh ^_^ I'm having fun, on this game I'm working on getting all the gold skulltulas or whatever, and the heart pieces *nod nod* well, Tony gave me a rang, teh mom answered. It was actually kinda funny ^_^ he's such a foogus(inside joke....sorda). anyways, I went out bit before 2 and bought a new dress. It's realy pretty, it's an offwhite colour, halter, frilly ends, and it has a flower thingy at the ...right hip I believe(or maybe the left dont' remember) methinks I'll wear it tomorrow. Okay I have decided to put up dorky pics of me ^_^ LOL
me on right...other person....is Santa Claus(kidding) not saying who



the blonde tied red ribbons around my dress *nod nod*
the girl on the right is sooo cute *huggles her* ^_^


anyways, I got this crazy song in my head "If you want my body" or whatever....If you want my body, and you think I'm sexy, come on baby let me know. LOL ^_^ teh,

oh yah I put a song up. "Come as you are" by Nirvana. ^_^v well I gotta clean up, then it's bed, then church. -_-' *sigh* ^_^ bye bye everyone
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Friday, April 8, 2005

   .....
I want to die....*sigh* I'm SOOO tired, but my nerves are all shot up, and Mikes' gd poker game woke me up.......well I don't know if it quite woke me up but I sure did keep me up and kept me up long enough not for me to be able to fall back asleep....makes me so mad that someone will play some freaking noisy arse poker game at 5 am....I mean I'm trying to sleep, turn the sound off. jeesh, anyways, *sigh* I only had about....oi.....5 hours of sleep. Fun, no? I mean it's a freaking vacation day. I think I'll just pull my hair out and become a bald, therefore becoming a monk in ....India. yep....gotta get a sex change though. *shrugs* tehe. anyways, I'm prolly going out later today, I really hate being here. There isn't anything to do! >_< Sorry today is my ranting day or something. OH well, at least Wednesday went nice...for the most part. Well I just sat around on my lazy arse till like 11. LOL ^_^ then Bitty came over at like 2 or so. And we went up to Blockbuster and rented 3 movies, I got Troy, "Kung Pow", and Final Destination 2. Why Kung Pow is the only one italized......that's because it wasn't really Kung Pow, and I didn't figure it out till oi, 4:40 it was actually Kung Phooie. LOL, so imagine, I got the taters bout ready to go in the oven, the chicken a thawin', rolls gotta be taken out to thaw at 5, and the green beans can wait. I wanted to pull my hair out. LOL ^_^ I got a movie in place of the K. Phooie it was Shanghai Knights or whatever. I like Jackie Chan and even more so Owen Wilson. But anyways, the supper I made was uber good *nod nod* Oh, Mindy wasn't able to come T_T Final Destination 2 is a REALLY good movie ^_^ I recommend it! What else oh yah and so was SK, it wasn't AS good but still I like. Then it was like 11:30 or so, and I went to sleep cause I had work Thursday. Got up showered, and once the others got up, we watched Troy. Oh yah, naked man bodies!! LOL I dont' really care about seeing their bodies...or naked women bodies. But the point is, the movie was good LOOONG, but good. Man....I'm hungry. OOOO, I freaking changed a baby's diaper last night......so proud. LOL. thank god it was only pee. It was actually kinda funny cause she just spread her legs apart like a cheap slut(LOL) sorry no offense to anyone. let's see, oh yah I had to watch Amy and Lisa's (my coworkers) kids by myself for a bit, I was like O_O OMG! but I did okay, I felt really bad cause I didn't think I was gonna get Skye to quit crying, but I did eventually. teh. well I'm gonna go eat before I explode
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Wednesday, April 6, 2005

   gah
Man, I read that whole new ettiquete policy on otaku or whatever, and it's really gay. I mean I'm sorry, but what's so wrong w/ exposed breasts?? I was gonna submit some new art but I guess it's too mature for some of the lil' babies that come on here that aren't even old enough. I'm sorry but it just kinda irks me that people can't be mature enough about ART!! It makes me wanna leave this site...but I"m not *sigh* Anyways, there is a blood drive(not blow job...friend and her mom thought I said blow job today) at my school next week. I wanna donate, but I'm not so sure I can, I mean it's got some gay arse things that make you permanently ineligible. Like
-Have spent 3 months or more cumulatively, in the UK from 1980 thru 1996
-If you resided at a Military base anywhere else in Europe than northern Europe for 6 months or more from 1980 thru 1996.

I lived in Germany for 3 years because of the military, we didn't actually live on base though. I'm gonna check with a teacher at my school. *shrugs* Anyways, enough of all the negative stuff.(I'm actually quite happy)

I got a car on Thursday ^_^ it's nice...got a few kinks and all, but whatever. Today, I'm sposed to have my friends over for my birthday *nod nod*....well my birthday is a week from now but whatever. I've been out a lot at friends, but I mean I just got ungrounded from driving who wouldn't wanna go out and have fun? (mike didn't let me go out tonight....I mean I'm paying for my gas,what's the deal?) oh well, it gave me time to catch up on otaku. sorry I can't update much. I really hate to update unless I can visit sites ya know. anyways, Tony's been gone...*sigh* I miss him(poor Chrissy...you've heard me whine about that enough. tehe) I can't wait till he's back, I got some pics for him to see ^_^

oh on Saturday, I went over to Britty's and we painted her room(Chrissy and Mindy was there too, they came after we began paintin' though ^^; )haha, I got paint and primer allover myself. I looked much like the backroom colors on this site(LOL, the paint was blue and primer is white) Then Sunday I went out to Chrissy's came home, and watched End of Evangelion, and boy that is one fucked up movie. Shinji and his lil'.....scene at the beginning. He really is f*cked up...at least he's honest. LOL ^_^ anyways, I returned that and X to blockbuster for Chrissy, and as I was getting back in my car this lady goes"O_O You look so cute!" I just blushed and said thank you ^^; something irresistable about my black dress methinks. I might put a pic or two of me in it up sometime. *nod nod* anyways, I went to Chrissy's after that, and I just decided to spend the night. It was fun, we just talked about all kinds of things ya know. She wanted to go to sleep at 12:30 but we...more so I kept on rambling on. LOL ^_^ so we actually went to bed at 3:30. Then I woke up at 9 I was like...great...I can never sleep in. Anyways, man it's really late and I'm so tired. ^_^ *hugs everyone* g'night
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   =^_^= purr! =^_^=
haha, just had to let that out. Anyways ^_^ what's up guys? I'm like........procrastinating from my work *cough cough* Stupid Algebra II. Anyways, well, Sunday I was a lazy bum and stayed home ALL day. hehe ^_^ I didn't go to church cause I was too tired. Let's see, what else. Oh I was all springy for the past two days ^_^ *jumps around* spring spring spring ^_^ I love all seasons but, I think that I like spring a lil more than the others. I love watching the flowers bloom, the grass turn green, and the soft blows of wind in the sun. Smelling the soft petals in the air........okay well enough of the whole spring vibe. Oh, my friend Paul joked around with me that I was trying to seduce one of my teachers. hahaha. Cause I have this low cut.."cleavitizing" tanktop and I wore the necklace Tony got me and it was between my...*cough* boooobies!! LOL, I was like >_< no no no no no!!! LOL ^_^ tehe. Today at school I was so worn out and I don't know why. oh well. ^_^ we just have tomorrow and Thursday left for school! oh yah! ^_^Thursday afterschool I have to go to mom's work and eat something , then go babysit little kids..and babies. ^^; oh well. I'll get home at 8:30ish and then sleep in mwhahahahahahahaahhahahaaahaahahaha ^_^ *rubs hands together deviously* ^_^ I've taken over Djibouti now give me your pants! hahaha. ^_^ tehe. Oh I got this "Junior Statesmen Summer School" sh*t in the mail. haha I laugh at it cause I dont' care about having summer school in Princeton, Yale, Georgetown, Stanford, or Northwestern. Tony's going to a concert tomorrow T_T lucky him.....I don't wanna see the people he's seeing ,but it's better than school ^_^; *sigh* well I wanna wish darke a happy Spring Break!! ^_^ woot parteh darkeh! shake you 455 in the air like you just don't care...LOL (my stupid variation of that stupid song) well I'm going now, Prolly wont' site visit today. but hopefully sometime soon in the week. bye bye

question of the day 1: If you were a vegetable(mentally) would you want to be kept alive or would you rather die?

I'd much rather die. It's much more humane to die rather than to be kept "alive".

Now a better question..
do I look fat in this?
LOL ^_^ tehe, well I'm off to finish my math. bye guys
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

   ...so sleepy
Okay well, first a quick run down of this week

Monday-...I remember it was a good day...even though I made a 76 on my test over "The Scarlet Letter". hehe, ^_^;

Tuesday- Watched a LOT of Evangelion. ^_^ That anime is SO good......not happy...but still good. T_T Commander Ikari is an 455H0L3!! and it was sooo sad when Kaji died.

Wednesday- Well, I finished EVA, and mom she was gone until 9pm cause she was working overtime. ^^; I became the woman of the house so I did laundry, dishes, and all that "girly" stuff.

Thursday- I worked on my Sailor Moon collage ^_^ It felt really good to work on it too. What else, oh yes I got REALLY freaking mad at this smart @ss in my German class. I was talking for my "debate" group and my topic was Captilalism, I said" In capitalism, the people have many more choices." And he said,"No, that's wrong! You need to sit down!" So I talked back and said," No! You need to SHUT UP." HAHAHAHA, so i do have a back bone. It really felt good to stand up for myself and not let myself get walked on.

Friday- TGIF! ^_^ hehe, well, I finished my SM collage(Hope) and I earned myself a job, at the daycare. For now I'll only work 4 hours on Thursdays, but I'm making $6.50 per hour(not bad for only being 16) and it'll be under the table(YAY! NO TAXES!) ^_^ Sad thing though.....never changed a baby's diaper. That'll be amusing. Then I spent the night at Chrissys' had a good time(of course) Though I stayed up really late.

Saturday- Woke up at 8 couldn't go back to sleep -_-' oh well. Got a tri-fold to work on for my presentation in Utt's class. I really need a nap though, I mean 4 hours of sleep isn't enough. My grandparent's are here, I"m really not in the mood for company, but oh well. I'm gonna work on tri-fold, then I should be back to site visit ^_^ *hugs everyone* Thank you everyone that still comes. I'm sorry I can't get here that often, life's just crazy. By the way, I love you Tony (woot, I hardly mention you so there you go) zzz....zzz...

Question of the day: What's your food "sin"?

I have three. Neopolitan ice cream(I haven't had some in....3 nights though). Tea(I've started drinking green tea instead of sweet tea). Ketchup(....have limited my ketchup packets at lunch)

PS- no theme of the day(too lazy) oh and one more thing, please check out my new fan art if you have time ^_^
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Sunday, March 6, 2005

   no anime theme today
but hey..I got something better. NEW pics of me in Germany. I just got them scanned last night. ^_^ they are pretty cool. not best quality but whatever.

this is Opa Charly, in the left pic he's in the kitchen. and in the right he's wearing his "special hat" for drinking/card night


here I am about to eat some yummy Chinese food ^_^


here's some more of my family from left to right: GroßTante(great aunt) Ellen, Bianca, Bianca's younger sister, and their mom Tante Susanne


then the walk home ^_^ I couldn't eat all of the food they give bigger portions(god those pants make me look big. LOL)


Here I am the Jolly Green Giant. LOL, we are near München, and I'm about to eat a BIG meal


I told you it was BIG, it's an order of yager schnitzel ^_^


oh and to Shinigami yah in the pic in my last post, yes that is the cathedral in Köln ^_^ it was a nice place, huge though

anyways as for my week. God so much that i don't remember. I skipped school Wednesday, then I got mad at Chrissy on Friday. But we got things okay with us. My 11 year old cousin spent the night Friday...drove me crazy! LOL but I've already been crazy ^_^ hehe. British men...so cool! LOL, sorry I'm random. Anyways, we got the van back Saturday evening. And I drove out to Chrissy's cause I missed her. I'm almost dead if I don't visit my friends for so long. LOL. I've also been reading the Scarlet Letter and typing up my paper about Athletic Nutrition(and basic nutrition) I have almost 7 FULL pages ^_^ anyways, I gotta type up a gay as hell short story with the topic "Electricity: Going beyond the Wires" maybe I wont, I dunno. Regardless I got thiings to do, so I try to comment tomorrow(I usually always visit though ^^;) and one more thing before I leave



something humourus.... a drunken me...


hehe, what a good night. LOL. anyways ^_^ have a good week everyone ^_^

PS-be sure to check out my new fanarts ^_^

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

   ^_^ much better (seras theme)
Monday-Well, I'm not depressed anymore, heh, in fact about 3 or 5 hours after my post I started to cheer up. I'm glad my brother can seem to cheer me up no matter what ^_^ Do any of you have a strong bond with your brother/sister like that? Anyways, mom took me out for Chinese which was nice but I was still depressed so I ate a lil' and I didn't enjoy it(and I LOVE Chinese food) I also talked to Zach and that was cool


Tuesday-back to school what fun! not. In fact we had a bomb threat -_-' so it was back to the nasty rodeo like Expo Center. It's really gross and smells like cow poo, not to mention we stil do work T_T so there is no point to a bomb threat.


Wednesday-Fun day....not really. Paul was gone T_T he's one of my best guy friends. I also been working on a drawing yep and that's really all for Wednesday.


Thursday- I had a nice chat with Tony sure it wasn't long but that doesn't matter ^_^ I also called Chrissy and we talked for a bit but it mostly seem to consist of weird noises ^_^ tehe Weo-weo-weo weo weeoooo(from Kung Pow) tehe. Oh and I weighed my friends in 4th block. LOL. It was kinda funny cause I"m like"I wanna see how much I weigh." Paul's like"No, Amber don't touch it!"(I've worked these type before so it's not like I'd break it) tehe, then after I took my own I took Paul's and Sasha's. They weighed the same it was weird


Friday- Oh yah Fridays are so awesomey ^_^ tehe, got another call. Let's see, oh yes, we also had to watch a video of an autopsy. It was pretty gross well at least the start was pretty bad. And to make it worse blue grass music was playing in the background. It just seems demented to me. OH yes, we got a quesidilla maker which is so freaking cool! I love them ^_^


Today- being lazy just like every Saturday...well I have done my chores but still not done too much. tehe I have something on my face?!


Oh yes mom bought a cell phone, we'll get to keep it if Mike says okay.

And some more good news, I will prolly be getting my own car, now I know your thinking...you just got in a wreck. Well, that was a careless mistake that I've learned my lesson, and it will make my family's life so much easier. though if I do get the car, then I will be getting a part time job. I know it sounds weird but I really don't want to work many hours a week. I won't mind working Saturdays, and 2 days after school. But I think that's all I'm willing to sacrifice ^^; teh. Now to just find some places that are hiring. OH yes, my parents are planning on buying it, which is really nice and cool of them.

I've started watching EVA again ^_^ woot!

oh and to Living Doll, yes the van did get some damage not too too bad though.

I'm gonna make a pic for everyone on otaku that I'm fairly close to or just really like. No guarantee when it will be done since lots of things going on, but I believe before the end of the year is a reasonable deadline. LOL ^_^

okay then, well toodles everyone. Here's another pic of me, some of you have arleady seen though ^^;

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Monday, February 21, 2005

   New perspectives
Well first off I'm gonna answer questions from the last 2 posts ^^;

DarkWizard asks: Are you a PS2 fan?

Hell yah! ^_^ teh, it's definitely my favorite

Niko asks: What video games are you looking foward to play?

Well, I'd like to play the new Silent Hill and Resident Evil, and a new Final Fantasy ^^

DarkWizard asks: Is that first picture you have up of Elric and his brother?

yes it is ^_^ I think Al was so cute as a lil' boy

AwesomeDude898 asks: By the way, the pics are awesome! If you don't mind me asking, where did you get them?

From various sources, I got them from some of my favorite anime sites. If you want I can PM you with some URL addresses.

And yes vashy I remember when I posted those pics of me in Germany. teh.

Well, let's just say something happened and it scared me sh*tless. I'm sprised I didn't piss myself. Cause for the first time in my life, I was really scared of dying. You may laugh because it really wasn't that bad. I went to Chrissy's last night and I lost track of time. So I was in a rush to get home in time for curfew and I had thought maybe I should just stay the night rather than rush home but I still went on. It was pissing down rain and I was going kinda fast, and on this curve I lost control of the steering and so I tried to brake some but they locked up. So I swerved and hit a gaurd rail. It all happened so fast and I was so scared when I slid off the road and became closer to the guard rail. Though a few more inches to the right and I would have hit a fence too. I was just thrown forward a bit, nothing bad since I was wearing a seat belt. My glasses flung off me though. I don't have a cell phone so I walked to the house across the road and she let me use her cell phone. I'm so grateful for people like that. I called my mom and I started crying(so it was tough for her and Mike to understand where I was). Then I called Chrissy's house and her mom and dad came to help me out. The police came and I gave them my license, registration, and insurance. It's not going against my record cause theres' no need for it to be filed since our insurance doesn't cover this. But anyways, this whole thing really makes me think because just an hour before I was giggling, happy, smiling and joking about, and then that happened. Life can change things so fast. It's rather scary. Now, I'm not hurt physically in the least. My appetite isn't really here but my biggest problem is what people think of me. No one will prolly be allowed to ride with me anymore. I know I made a mistake and I've learned my lesson well. It's really hard for me to be my usual happy hyper self, but it will come back I know. So if anyone is going through a hard time and wants to die, think about it, death is quite scary it can leave you in an instant. Also I couldn't bear the thought of leaving my mom, brother, dad, Mike, Andrew, Chrissy, Brit, Mindy and especially Tony behind...there are more but those are the ones that have impacted my life the most some good some bad but nonetheless I love them all.

Those are my thoughts for you today. Not much else is on my mind, for things seem so petty at the moment. I can't wait to get back to normal thinking.

here's some pics:
me before the accident, just playing around, oh yah that's when I wear glasses instead of contacts O_O

love and cherish everyone while you can cause..

...one day they will be gone

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

   Stuff!
Well, lots been going on, yes yes. FMA is the theme ^_^

First off Valentines Day was Monday, a friend gave me flowers I told him not to though. Let's see what else,

Tuesday, I went to Hillcrest to teach the little kids German ^_^ It was fun, and they were really cute.


Wednesday the school had a bomb threat. It was raining so I was stuck out in the cold pouring rain for about 30 minutes maybe 20. It really sucked T_T Though I started talking with Zach which was cool


Thursday, nothing happened so uneventful. At least I don't really remember much anything special.


Friday, wow, let me tell you I've lost my mind. My friend Doug asked if he could borrow some money for lunch but my purse was in the classroom so I gave him some of my waffle fries(I already ate my spicy chicken sandwich) and he didn't want any peas ^^; anyways, about 5 minutes before the bell rang, he got up and thanked me, then he hugged me and I meant to hug him back but.... my brain stopped functioning and he had his neck in my face when I turned to give him a hug and I kissed his neck O_o My friends said that my face turned bright red which I can definitely believe cause I can't believe I did that. I felt like I betrayed Tony, all I was worried about was what he'd think but I knew I had to tell him. He forgave me ^^; phew. Oh and also I only think of Doug as a friend. Anyways, I went out to hang with Rebekkah but I couldn't find her at the mall so I went to Chrissy's and when I got home my mom said that Doug had called which he's only called me once before(back in like September ^^;) Yep, now I hope that he will understand that I really didn't mean to do that. T_T why can't I be an ugly girl that a guy would just be like ewww if I kissed them. LOL, no I'm glad I'm not "ugly"


Today well I'm just being your average everyday lazy bum ^_^ and enjoying it. So here's a pic of Roy my fav. chara. from FMA


Oh, I'm caught up on FMA, FullMetal Alchemist, and going to start recording it(I can't stay up late enough to watch it). I also made a picture collage.

What do you guys think of that? It's me when I was like...3 and Rob(my bro) when he was 5 and then me again when 16 and him...19. Pink is my fav. color, and black is his. It supposed to represent just how much time changes us all.

And here's a pic I like

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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   Kitsune =^_^=
tehe, you knew I'd make her a theme. ^_^ anyways, well yesterday afternoon I got a ring from my bro

it was good to hear from him ^_^ he's got a job now but he works night shift ^^; speaking of calling people I need to call my friends ^^;

I woke up this moring much like this

kidding ^^; I was more like this


tehe ^_^
I took a bath

and so now I"m clean!! yay! SPREAD THE CLEANLINESS!!! LOL ^_^ teh

Anyways, not much really going on, still being a compaholic, need to read manga, play video games you know the slacker kinda thing ^_^

Now to answer questions!

Darke has dared me and so I shall answer

it's a C ^^; LMAO

darke also asks: when picking out an outfit for the day, do you spend ages carefully matching and selecting or do ya just chuck on whatever you grab first providing it has a relative cleanliness to it? (like me)

Well, generally when I buy clothes I match them toghether, so I dont spend ages trying to match cause I already know ^^; I'm just too organized....I think

thefizz asks: Well do you feel your (my as well) sign fits you? And Why?

Yes, I"m an aries, I'd say it fits because. I have a temper and I'm a tad bossy sometimes ^^; I can be really energetic too, and have a will like no other(usually....depends.. LOL)

Living Doll asks: what's your favorite anime genre?

ROMANTIC COMEDY!! Wooot!! ^_^ teh, I love romance and I love a good laugh so what's better than 2 in 1?


Oh and thanks for helping me decide what was right ^^; teh, have a good day everyone. Take care

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