myOtaku.com: Flueky

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-04-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• ^_^ Tennessee
Member Since
• 2004-03-25
Occupation
• CNA and student
Real Name
• Amber

Personal

Achievements
• I've done a lot of things I'm proud but I can't remember them!
Anime Fan Since
• was 9 watching Sailor Moon
Favorite Anime
• Sailor Moon, Love Hina, Inuyasha, and Outlaw Star! Whoo-hoo!
Goals
• I have too many goals
Hobbies
• drawing, playing v-games, the usual stuff
Talents
• drawing and cooking

myOtaku.com: Flueky

Monday, February 18, 2008

bleh
life has been really sucky the past few weeks. I failed my test two weeks ago..I made a 71 (I have to make 75 or above) It's really hard to deal with, after being a straight A student. Anyways, so that happens, I'm really late to clinicals one day cause on of the girls in my carpool showed up 25 minutes late. I'm really stressed about work and school and being able to pay bills. Then there have been little incidents that my step-dad does that completely irks me. So I had enough and told mom yesterday that I want to move out this summer. I just kept my mouth shut around my step-dad. but he makes a really weird, mean, distasteful comment. So I'm about to doze off for a nap and my dog starts barking. My step-dad says,"What's that bullet? Amber's commiting suicide?!"

I dunno maybe I took it too hard, but it really hurts my feelings (I'm really sensitive about the suicide issue, it's a personal thing I'd rather not discuss) but anyways, so I start crying and I call my friend up asking to spend the night. While I"m packing my mom walks in and says,"What's going on in this house?!" and I told what happened and she fussed at him some. I just kept my mouth shut and left though.

So I'm staying at friend's houses for a little while. I'm still pretty sure I"m moving out this summer but I'm not completely sure because today at financial aid, they said I won't get a letter to re-apply for my scholarship. So if I have to get a loan out just to pay for classes, I dunno if I'll be able to get a loan large enough or one I'd want get. But I'm supposed to talk to this guy at 3:30 or so....

Anyways, thanks for letting me vent off my frustrations *goes back to studying*
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