myOtaku.com: Flueky

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1988-04-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• ^_^ Tennessee
Member Since
• 2004-03-25
Occupation
• CNA and student
Real Name
• Amber

Personal

Achievements
• I've done a lot of things I'm proud but I can't remember them!
Anime Fan Since
• was 9 watching Sailor Moon
Favorite Anime
• Sailor Moon, Love Hina, Inuyasha, and Outlaw Star! Whoo-hoo!
Goals
• I have too many goals
Hobbies
• drawing, playing v-games, the usual stuff
Talents
• drawing and cooking

myOtaku.com: Flueky

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

a lil' venting
Yay!I'm almost done w/ my otaku pic!(sorry vashy,but you won't be in it,but I promise you that I'll make a pic of my and you,of cours I'll draw you as Vash)Okay,enough w/ that.I just kinda wanted to talk about some things,ya know.

Well,I,um.am kinda uncomfortable knowing that I'll be living w/ my dad alone for like a week or two! I dunno sometimes my dad gives me these bad vibes!To explain some reasoning,well I guess it's because I hardly ever knew my dad,I mean my parents got divorced when I was 4.I found out he wanted to leave mom,rob,and me behind when I was only 1 because he didn't want to stay in Germany as long(you have to stay longer if your family comes,oh yah,I'm talking about the military).It hurts ya know.

Also, when I was little Oma(grandma in German)told me I was fat and everything.Not once did my dad stick up for me!

Then one time I saw him beat my bro up(it was terrible he keep punching him in the face over and over).I don't think I ever cried so much in my life.I finally forgave him for that,but there's more to the story(if you want to hear it,jus tell me).

Another time was when I was in 4th grade and I didn't have my swimsuit(yo,I was starting to develop too!) but he told me to just swim in the lake w/ my regular clothes.So,I did, then because he didn't want his car wet he told me I had to take my shirt off!I said,"NO!There are ppl over there!"He said,"Nobody's over there!"Eventually I gave up.

Last reason,he threatened to disown me!He said that if Rob came down here to live before he graduated that he would disown Rob.Then,he would disown me because he knew I would share the money w/ my bro!How fucked up it that!?!

I just wish that my dad wasn't the way he is,and that I could get along w/ him better.I get along w/ him better than I used to but there is definitely some problems.

Well,sorry to talk about my problems!I guess I'll see ya'll later.=^_^=
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