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Female Location Mentor, Ohio Member Since 2006-10-14 Occupation The giver of fluffy hugs *HUG* You can't resist the FLUFFINESS!!!!!!!!! Real Name Stephanie
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Achievements Living Anime Fan Since Birth Favorite Anime Way to many to name. Goals To find my one true love. Marry him, have kids and live happily ever after. Hobbies drawing my own aime chariters, reanding fantasy, ONLY FANTASY! i hate reality. Talents drawing anime, being there for my friends no matter what, never cheating on anyone i date.
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Hi peoples the name's StephanieI'm5'4"(I hate being short)have long curly brown hair and bright green eyes and 17!And I'm single *snifle*I love anime,poetry,reading fantasy ONLY fastasy i hate realaity so don't wanna read about it.i love video games just not the army war games. PEASE AND LOVE PEOPLE man i sond like a hippy fower child(not that their bad)I like to draw my out anime chariters, and can dream up great storys for them but have no paitnce to draw them in a manga(very sad)lets see what else....oh i like funny,romantic movies i will watch scary movies but not all the time i'm very jumpy, i'm a hopeless romantic and be lelieve that there is that one person out there for everyone the one your ment to be with forever and always and live happily ever after.you might go throw a million wrong ones but you find that person or they will find you and i believe that friendship is greatest treasure. i will have kids one day but i do not believe in sex before marrige and wil not be pushed in to anything less so don't bother. i have lots more to me than you'll ever know but you'll have to find out for yourself coause i'm not sayin any more. Also a sweet little angel!So be nice and sign my GB and leave a coment on my poems! And if your my long awaited knight in shineing armer, e-mail me and WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG!
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Today is the day my daddy died 8yrs ago
i tell my story and hope it helps u.
my daddy smoked 4 packs a day so he ended up with throught canser and had to get his voice box takin out so he had this hoie in his throght and could talk anymore. well on thanksgiving when i was 9 my mom and sis and me went to mygranmas for dinner but daddy didnt feel well so he stayed home. after dinner i stayed to sleep over with my cusin, my mommy and sis went home to find blood everywhere and my daddy gone. mommy locked my lil sis in the bath room so she wouldn't see it. there was blood all in the bedroom, on the walls in the to the bathroom he must have tryed to stop the bleeding himself but to no avale. there was blood going down stares on the railing and in the same bathroom my lil sis was in but it wasnt as bad as everywhere else. he had tr to go next door to get help hit the door and passed out he dies in the ambulence on the way there, there was nothin they could do.so on thanksgiving night my mommy calls my granma and says my daddy went to the hospital(she didnt no he died yet) and all can remember was cry ing to my cusin that i didnt want to die and then my mommy calls again sayin he did. my daddy was creamated and i never even got go to his funaral. so because he smoked all that happened on a day i'm supost to be thankful on. i'll wont get have him at my graduation or walk me down th ile at my wedding or get to tell him he a grandad. so please think about if not yourself but the people who love you. dont smoke Comments
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What I am without you By: me
I'm in the dark.
Lost and unsure.
Not knowing what to do,
or where to go.
Barely able,
to find my way home.
I miss you so.
Every second,
minute, and hour
of the day.
When ever you are gone.
I feel so alone.
So utterly, so horrorably
alone.
So promise me this...
Promise me you'll stay with me.
Stay lovingly imbraced,
in my arms day after day.
Or if not,
just promise me,
you'll stay. Comments
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