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Saturday, May 19, 2007

and the meak shall inherit the earth
Now that i'm single i find myself spending alot of time alone in my room thinking about to many things. i felt so broken, so lost. it was random and left wing. it was out of the blue. terrible. excrutiating. especially when he tries to use a tactic so you'll break up with him so he wont feel bad. and all that time i kept thinking about what i had done wrong and how could i fix it. but there was nothing i could do but sit and watch as my perfect world shattered before my eyes. this last week will be so hard. i wish that i had never done anything in the first place but sit and admire some one i could have but never truly confront them with my feelings. but life must go on right? but i just wanna know why. there was no reason. no explanation for me and my crippled heart. only pain and tears that i was left to cry alone at night and think more about why. my heart is still vaguely shattered. i leave it up to god because i cant think striaght any more. its up to him to try and fix this broken heart. i just hope he has enough glue. i just wish he would still try to be my friend instead of treating me like an alien. that is what kills me the most.
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