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Saturday, May 26, 2007

   To add some fun to my summer life, i'm narrating everything
I had stayed away from it for several reasons: 1)I couldnt take another episode like the one last week, my mind couldnt take it and my body began to reject my thoughts as well. 2)I couldnt predict what i would find, a note, some snobby comment or nothingness. I didnt know how to predict my own reaction. And that worried me. 3) I didnt know if i would shoot my mouth off in shear anger or sit in silence and think about too many things.
All these things made it dangerous.
But as i gave in to my nerves and fluttering heart the pain never came in full. i felt a little pinch but thats all. No stream of useless of tears or insane thoughts, just me.
The pit that had built itself in my stomache had had healed, but left a nasty scar. Then came the best drug of an emotion that i've ever felt. Better than happiness. Better than love. It was relief. The sweet feeling of calm. No adrenaline. No butterflies in unnatural places. It was my angel. Relief.

Please comment people and tell me what you think!!!!
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