Thursday, June 14, 2007

   a song and me in a post.
Sound by Ashaliegh

Call me wonderless if it suits me so
Take me dear away from here
Lost and cold i wonder so
The thread connecting us has ripped
And i've fallen from my heart and slipped
The doorway has closed between our souls
Can't you see I'm wondering?
If the mirage has wiped away
the moon will show us a new day
Come away

Chorus:
Can't i change for you and myself too
But i worry of how i should be
life goes on like the longest song
some melodies just go on and on
hurt and worry seem to follow me
slip forward into the greyish sea

Dear i cannot follow you into the blue
but i wish i could
this friendship has to be an epiphany for you and me
I cannot swim in this ungodly mist
My chandalier has fallen and broken
onto the floor and i cant breath
to love and lose the only thing that matters to you cannot be
the only thing that torchures me

Chorus

These city lights wont find me in the dark
I hate to drift with my only gift
An open sea with its waves drag over me and pull me into eternity
hold me close and act as if i never left
the branches broke and watched me choke on the salty sea
the cliffs so high
like a spiraling sky
wont lift me up and let me fly
you want me to go where i cannot follow

chorus

You've asked me why a thousand times
dear my bloods still warm and i cant choose between me and you
I love you most but you know i cannot go
for they will miss what you called me
My footsteps washed away the trail i left to your heart
and in your thoughts i was lost

Your breathe so warm like you were there
I never want to wake up
Its not my choice and i cant undo
the things that came betweeen me and you
Now ive come to believe
its time for you to leave

But i will miss you

My love i will miss you.

*think porcelain and the tramps "you want"/the cure's "pictures of you"

i actually really like this one. the rhyming didnt really work but i love how i mention the sea and how it is true with all that ive been through. My inspiration was stephenie meyer's "twilight" and "New Moon". Now if i could just get you guys to tell me if you like it or not...and what you think it means...that would be awesome. In my mind its about a girl whose lost the only one she loves and she spends all her time on the shore staring into a stormy sea. In my mind she decides to go swim in the sea and nearly drowns but she feels her loved one with her and he wants her to survive yet he longs to see her face. she resists death and says yet another goodbye to her lover.

in other news...summer school is over!!! no more manny!!! i miss catie already though...i need to call that girl! my dads been in and out of so many little things...he had a root canal, he got cancerous polops burned off of his face, and now hes on a new medication to help him with his cholesterol. great fun, huh? i'm going to hawaii in a couple of weeks and i'm really excited...hoy guys on the beach!!!! seeing as im single now i can actually look and flirt! but yeah i'm doing good and emily has found me a potential bf who works with her and hes a skater!!!! his name is bryan...i havent met him yet but i'm excited but i shouldnt get my hopes up cause i know how that goes. one diappiontment after another. yesterday in health we talked about healthy relationships and why guys are immature and cannot communicate and why girls talk so much...like me!

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