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Saturday, July 7, 2007

I now understand
I sat here staring at the words that made no sense. I searched for any meaning they could have. At first i thought it was about me then i read it again and then again. It then hit me like a ton of bricks. Its not me. but am i helpless? Must i sit and say nothing? I can't do that. it's not me. I can't hide myself and what i think. So what if i'm wrong? Saying what is on my mind is the only TRUE thing that matters. Now i understand. I can be sad all i want but as long as i do what i need to and say how i feel, i may get better. And with hope i can find my solace. In writing i will find my grief. In understanding i will find meaning. But yet i remain truly, and utterly in sadness. Maybe time can relieve me of my sorrows. Who knows? Until then i will stare at the sky and dream of something more.
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