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Tuesday, July 24, 2007


Since no one listens i guess i can say whatever i want!!! (this is my best work yet i think)
Cross me out, erase it, take it
Leave me alone
You never where my only home
I hope you send it, scream it to them
I couldn't care, you weren't my only friend
So you wanna see the real me?
Honey i've been standing here waiting for you to see!
You didn't forge me, I got there on my own
Selfish little darling thinks i'm alone
When you look at me you see nothing
I'm emptiness in black
A pandoras box you can't get back
Clouds of white come to you
Telling you your reasons they aren't true!
What you said were lines torn from a script
A line used over and over like a cd thats been skipped
Like a child with fingers in her ears
I tell you I don't want to hear!
I'm the girl who you dream at night
Dancing in the meadows of eternal light
China roses black and blue
Bruises and cuts that came from you
Not physically you see
But emotionally you destroyed me
Pieces scattered everywhere
From Tokyo, Budhapest, and Bel Air
Absorb me earth, the only friend of mine
A flower i will grow until the end of time
Dripping fire blue, red, and gold
Molten colors everywhere, I'll sing them stories of old
Fireworks over a thousand years and pictures too
I'll be the moon, sun and earth and who are you?
Identity, identity your only just another
I'm the friend of all and your no brother
I'm Aries of the stars and the the moutains of Mars
But just what can you say about who you are?


I think i'll call this one aries or china rose. I think it's my best work yet. the beginning is still a little rough but it puts exactly how i feel in words. writing this has really given me a sense of who i am and who i aspire to be. and for those of you who already know, you know i've been trying to do that for a long time. please comment on it! i know i've asked that before but this time i really mean it! I love this poem it really speaks to me (besides the fact i wrote it...) i really have a picture in my head about the end...in fact i might have to include some of this in my now long book, Magnolia. And you all know i've been working on this for a while. Well theres the end of my rant or speach rather. So i leave you with this:
"A true friend is not one that will stand by you because of weakness or duty. A true friend will stand by you because of unconditional love. Not love in the sense of a spouse, but a genuine love for the other person. I only surround myself with those such friends."-...ME (Yeah...uh profound moment i guess)

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