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Saturday, March 24, 2007
need/would like to know what to do...
ok...the guy i like is my best friend. which makes this so so much harder. well, ive been trying to find out who he likes. i cant persuade him as easily as i usually can tho. he keeps tellin me, "caryn, when the time is right i'll tell u..." well ive been gettin that for a while now. i was really miserable today, and what made it even worse was cuz it was over him. i wanna know who he likes becuz im scared that if he finally does get a g/f then she's gonna come in b/w us and im just really scared. i was relieved but the same time really pissed cuz he was on the fone w/me today and wouldnt let me hang up w/o havin him call me back 30 seconds l8r. i kept tellin him, "ur only hurtin urself by sitting here and dealing with me" cuz he hates it when im like the way i was and he said he felt really bad cuz i wouldnt tell him and he thought it was sumthin he did. and he just went and said, "well i dont care ur my best friend and that's what friends do theyre there for each other." i wanted to cry right there and i feel so pathetic but thats the first time in so long ive actually heard him say that to me. i was really upset after that. not at him, but w/myself, because i can nvr tell him nething. i really want to but just cant. hes my best friend, which makes it harder for me to love him the way i do cuz i dont want nething to happen b/w us if i make a wrong move, or i act 2 late. i'm just really scared and i dont know what to. can sum1 help me? plz? and whoever does comment and help me, or attempt to, i love u 2...lol...
o ya and if ur not too exhausted frum reading my long and lovely depression statement, dont forget to vote in this weeks poll...^_~
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