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Thursday, April 12, 2007

   Some poem type thing i TRIED to write earlier...
When I'm down and out like I was today,
I'm glad to know that you really do care.
While I wept, then sulked, and bitched at you,
You were tolerant, and you held me close.
I wanted to grasp back, but I was nervous cuz,
I didn't want you to feel awkward or strange.
I just wanna fall into your grasp,
And change what I felt to pure blankness.
I'm glad to know that you're not afraid,
To give me just a simple hug.
Since for quite a time, you wouldn't even,
Touch me, or hold my hand like you once did.
I know you're not trying to single me out,
But it's just that this pain is killing me.
When you hugged me today, when I was so upset,
Everything seemed so much easier.
Though it may not have looked it,
I enjoyed every moment of that.
Remember when I said I wanted something I can't have?
Well that's it. I saw it today and thought of you.
I thought, "Why can't I have that? Why can't I have someone who would love me for who I am?"
As I looked at that cute couple that I unusually sat and stared at in jealousy.
I'm thanking you for that moment though,
Cuz it was the highlight of my day.
I still want something that I'm not gonna give up on,
That something is you, so give me a chance.
I know that it's not me you want,
But damnit, I love you, isn't that enough?
That's all you need to know, honest, it is,
You'd come to like me too, maybe even love.
When you love someone, you know it,
But when you're IN love with someone, everybody else does.
You don't know how literally that is with me.
You keep saying you know me, but it's all just a hoax,
I just wanna be held, I wanna be loved.
I see you're not ready,
Take it one step at a time.
But take me seriously,
Let me be yours.
Forever.
And.
Ever.
I love you.
And that's all that matters.
Give me a chance.
This isn't love at first sight.
But it IS love.
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