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Birthday
• 1993-04-27
Gender
• Female
Location
• tied up in his closet...i dont think u wanna know what comes next
Member Since
• 2007-02-07
Occupation
• being depressed...more like a hobby i suppose
Real Name
• Caryn

Personal

Achievements
• ur kidding, right?
Anime Fan Since
• like, forevurrrrrr
Favorite Anime
• Fullmetal Alchemist, Inuyasha, and Trinity Blood
Goals
• Not to commit suicide and not to get my ass kicked by a prep
Hobbies
• singing and writing poetry
Talents
• gimme a break, talents? yeah right

myOtaku.com: fmafreak1313666

Saturday, May 5, 2007

just short 4 emotional neway
Wassup ppl? sry i havent been around in a while...been screwin around on myspace l8ly..lol ummm....i stopped cuttin myself, even though even wen i get hurt in softball my friends get nervous that i did it on purpose. it was funny tho cuz i got this nasty scrape in softball and my b/f told my best friend sarah that i did it on purpose and she almost had a heart attack wen sh saw it. she was rly scared she coulda killed me right there lol. that shows how much she loves me tho lol. o ya, and a hint of advice 4 ne1 thats emo here:u no how there's a metal part on most hairties? well dont take it and snap it against ur wrists. i did it, and i sat and did it 4 a while in school, and it bruised badly. i had busted several blood vessels underneath the skin. idk, i hate labeling myself, so i dont go and SAY im emo, cuz thats just short 4 emotional neway, but it'll rly earn u that title if u do this. cuz i made the mistake of wearing short sleeve that day, cuz even wen its nice out i wear long sleeves. out of random i chose 2 wear a short sleeve without puttin nething under it, so bad move. then every1 saw it and was like omg whatd u do? and my b/f is rly gettin scared and worried dbout me so i think ima stop and try to b the person i used 2 b for a bit. thats wut i want u 2 think about. and comment me if u've actually come to realize that at one time, u werent the way u r now, and if its that bad like the way ive changed, then think about it. which is better 4 u, the way u r now, or how u were. im not telling ne1 2 change, but just think about it. im only saying this b/c my friends love me. theyre scared 4 me, theyre gonna start tellin ppl about wut i do, but 2 help, not to make me ne more of an outcast than i already am. they love me. and im sure all of u have ppl that. there might not b alot of ppl, or there might b. but there's always gonna b at lteast one person out there who loves u, even by the slightest bit, and cherish that person. cherish the idea that sum1 cares about u. i do. and its taken me far.

“Ever has it been that love knows not it’s own depth until the hour of separation.”

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