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Friday, April 6, 2007

hey people
hiya
i am working on a few pictures to put on here right now
i am happy it is a weekend now
opps... just e second my phone is ringing....
ok
i am back
so yeah
no one leaves comments anymore
so i am going to mail all my friends a letter now
i am lonely on my little meaningless site here
all alone
well
no more music seeing as yesterday i put on 2 playlists and a song too.
well i have been writing poetry lately so here is some stuff i wrote (sorry if it depresses you)
feel free to comment with any questions and i will answer your questions in the next post
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OUTCAST
alone and outcast
called a freak and cast aside
only to befriend the unbefriended
lying and calling me a lyer
stealing and calling me a thief
getting burned for what they did

but play with fire
and it may burn you
they'll figure it out
but only too late
for my rage shall not show mercy
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SNOW
falling gently on the window of the car
watching as they slowly melt away
sliding down as they melt
watching them my life slowly dwindles to nothing
melting and falling
just as the snowflakes do
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SECRETS
hiding something
so no one can see
misunderstood
tired of being relentlessly pulled
in 2 directions
deceitful
and not meaning to be
decieved
by those who trust me
and believ i trust them
scars of the past
beginning to reveal
as the animal of hate
returns to the surface
tamed by no one
wanting help
yet none will coem
for none can help
because no one understands me
to stay alone
is the only choice
to lie the only way out
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DARK SHADOW
dark shadow of myself
now visible in my mirror
sad truth revealed
a mistake that transformed me into
a dark shadow of my former self
falling fast into eternal despair
crying for help and none come
cause the shadow cannot always be diminished
by the light
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LONELY
lonely
yet wanting to be alone
wanting something simple
yet for me
unreachable
hiding in the labyrinth of my own thoughts
is the part of me i keep hidin from even myself
not trusting

as the clouds above slowly move by
i find myself wondering about this life
is it all just a dream
or is there moreis this real fake or otherwise
were is this twisted path leading me?
and why?
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LIGHT AND DARK
awake
late at night
alone and cold
not tired
yet exhausted
remembering light and dark
feeling torn in two
cleaved by a heavy broadsword of pain and hate
called a wimp yet enduring so much
knowing their limits but not my own
feeling weak unwanted and useless
writing this poetry
only to stop the thoughts screaming in my head
misunderstood
lonely... yet
at the same time
happy
tired of thinking
completely split
into 2 identities
one light
one dark
awake at night
alone and cold
remembering light and dark
_________________________________________________


well sorry for all that stuff
that was all
feel free to comment if you think they were horrible
i do not care really
i do not like them either
well bye
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