Sunday, November 1, 2009

I might get to leave my house today!
After not going any place all week! Sadly, I probably can't go back to school Monday. I REALLY want to get better for Saturday because I am supposed to be going to the city with my family shopping!

I thought my Halloween was gonna be sucky because I was confined to the house. But my friend Christina came to chill for a few minutes after she got done with work (I knew she was coming but still made me happy). Then David came by- totally unexpected! He was gonna go to a party with his mom but he decided to come and visit me instead!

Blah...I'm tired of being home. I'm tired of being sick... I'm tired of not being able to eat a lot. I have dropped 5 pounds so now my pants don't fit properly. I ate 2 1/2 bread sticks from pizza hut yesterday for lunch...more than what I have eaten in well over a week.

Ok I'm done. Gotta go shower so I can get out of the house. Bye y'all! (y'all? lol I like to say y'all)
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009

probably not returning to school this week
the Dr said that my fever has to be gone for a full 48 hours before I can go back to school/work. And this morning I still had a fever so I guess I won't be going anywhere anytime soon. (I don't have class on Fridays) OMG the pills I have to take are so huge! I'm afraid to take them but I know I have to. And that sucks because I was supposed to meet with my adviser Thursday and sign up for spring semester classes...now I'm gonna be one of the last appts. and there won't be any of the classes I want to take...FML seriously.... I hope you all stay well.
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Monday, October 26, 2009

   I now know that I HAVE Pneumonia and a POSSIBLE chance of Swine Flu FML!!!

My friend Kaylee also got diagnosed with pneumonia this morning...I think I may have caught it from her because she was spending the night at Christina's house too. I know I didn't get it from Felicia because wasn't around her when she was sick.

So I probably won't be going to class again tomorrow. Even though I don't wanna miss class because I really need to catch up on my math :-( But maybe I could because I'm gonna start my antibiotic tonight.
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Sunday, October 25, 2009

   good news/bad news
The good news is my friend Felicia is out of the hospital.

bad news: I'm sick... I'm freezing cold, my body aches, my head hurts, my ear has been hurting on and off all day and I am coughing a lot! FML!

I guess I'm not going to class tomorrow. I have to email my professors explaining why I won't be in class and hopefully my art professor will allow me to hand in my project on Wednesday. But I'm gonna finish it tonight anyway.

Oh well, I guess I'm off to get some dinner, finish my project, maybe comment and charge my Ipod then go to bed early.
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Thursday, October 22, 2009

   sorry I went MIA again
I have had so much drama lately in my life I just wanna fucking disappear off the face of the earth. I believe that my "friend" Leah (the one my mom doesn't trust) is the root of all my emotional issues. Like I have been like Bi-Polar all semester. I have been up then really down...and I have been in such bad moods that even I don't want to be around me- like my mood swings have been terrible. I know its not PMS either... like I have been so annoyed by (most of) the people I hang out with. I have made up my mind that I have to re-evaluate who I hang out with...and that I have to avoid Leah all together... and maybe a few others too. I feel shitty for doing so but I think it will be better for my mental/emotional health in the long run. Maybe I am Bi-Polar though... I am gonna track my emotions and stuff and then maybe see a doctor. But I'm kinda hoping it just has to do with all the stupid drama in my life right now.

I have also been so worried because my friend Felicia is very sick with pneumonia. She was admitted to the hospital last night and she was only supposed to be there for like 48 hours but now it looks like longer because her health has taken a turn for the worse :'-( like now she is in the CCU (critical care unit). I really hope she gets better soon...
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

tired
I had a bad day :-( First my math teacher told us several people in my class would be receiving warning letters (meaning it tells you if you are in danger of failing a class). Then he explained how I got a million things wrong on my test, and that I'm over a week behind everyone.

Then I had to drive my mom to the ER and we were there for over three hours...she had an ovarian cyst and it partially ruptured. But she is doing better now.

But I get out of school early tomorrow/today what ever day it is according to MyO. My afternoon class is canceled! YAY!
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Saturday, October 10, 2009

blah!
Yeah... I gotta work 2-7 today. Not thrilled with that but oh well. My dog had to spend last night at the vets because she had an operation :-( but she is home now. Hmmmm not too much for me to report today. Oh next week I might go to Judo with David. He wants me to try it so I think I might. Well I guess that is all. Have a good day!
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009

explination
Ok this is gonna be kinda long and complicated but I promised I'd explain to you all in my next post about my friend. So here is goes...

My mom told me the other night she doesn't trust my friend Leah or her sister Chrissy. I asked why because Leah never gave me a reason not to trust her... Chrissy is a different story cause Chrissy is no good...always getting into trouble. My mom says she just had a "gut feeling."

A couple of years ago (maybe last year I don't remember) Chrissy and this guy named Aaron called the police on my friend David. They tried to have him arrested. They said he threatened to kill them with one of his swords he collects. The police spoke with Davids mom (Mary) and they told her that Chrissy and Leah have been known to make numerous calls to the police falsely reporting being abused or raped or threatened. And the police also told her that they have been in trouble many times.

When my mom was chatting with Mike (David's dad) and Mary she didn't ask for any information, it was all voluntarily given out by Mary. See when my mom went to lave after chatting for a few hours, Mary asked my mom if I was friends with Leah and Chrissy. My mom said no to being friends with Chrissy but yes, kind of to Leah. And that's when Mary told my mom they were nothing but trouble. My mom told her she had a hunch they were nothing but trouble and Mary confirmed what my mom thought.

So basically, I'm not allowed to go to Leah's house (which is why I'm not allowed in the one town) and she isn't allowed at my place. My mom said I should be cautious if I hang around her at college. My mom says she causes Drama to get attention...which I guess is true because Leah is always saying things about Me and David (like we are secretly dating and he is cheating on me and crap like that...none of it is true) and even though I know it's not true it upsets me a lot.

So basically that is what went down. Sorry it took such a long explanation. So now you all aren't in suspense of what happened.
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Monday, October 5, 2009

so tired
It's after 2am and I'm still not in bed...well I was finishing up a project this time. Not looking for Christmas music lol.

I hurt myself twice at work Sunday...but I'm ok it was only very minor hand wounds. They still hurt though :(

So the other night my mom met my friend David's parents for the first time. We thought they were only gonna talk for a few minutes. So we went to get ice cream them to my house to chill. Then it was nearly midnight and my mom still wasn't back yet! So he went home and sent me a text saying she was still there talking! Then she came home a few minutes later. She said she had a wonderful time talking to them. She also got information she was looking for...(I'll explain at a later time) but not by being nosy...it was all volunteered by Mike and Mary (David's parents). A brief summary: I'm forbidden to go to a certain town in my county and not allowed to be seen with a certain friend of mine...and this friend I still trust despite what my mom and David parent's say. I'll explain at a time when I'm more awake...well I'm awake now but I need to try to tire myself so I can get sleep... Ok I'm off to dream land. Bye!
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Saturday, October 3, 2009

windy....scary!
Oh well I'm distracting myself b finding Christmas music for my Ipod! I have been in the mood to listen to Christmas music all night lol. Oh wow it's already 2am! I need to be getting to bed! I have to be to work 1-7! So like my mom and my friends mom are gonna talk to us tomorrow about "hanging out with the wrong crowd" we are both like WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!! what did we do to deserve a talking like that?!?!?!? Do they not trust us? Do they not trust our group of friends? I'm kinda offended! Ok I'm gonna seriously go to bed now... maybe...well I'm gonna have a snack first or something.
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