Monday, June 11, 2007

Blegh....Testing
Today I have more finals. I had one final on Friday (we have block scheduling for this) It was a final in global history. I think I failed it. Today I think I have math. I am exempt from my Spanish final. My art final is just to help out with the class project. The class project is a banner with all the graduating seniors names.

Oh I would like to thank everyone again for their help on what to do for my friend. I think he is doing a little better. Oh I went to the mall yesterday afternoon. I bought a Bleach shirt at Hottopic. It kinda looks like the guy is holding a gun but I can't really tell. I have no clue who it is but I like it anyway. I had to choose between the one I bought and another Bleach shirt. I wanted the one with Sasuke on it but they didn't have it in my size. Have a good day everyone!
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Thursday, June 7, 2007

   Could you all help me please?
Yesterday I was waiting for 7th period to start. My friend Ivan (the one who tried to kill himself) came up to me looking really upset. I could tell he had been crying. Then I asked him what was wrong and he began crying. He said he hated himself because he thought he wasn't interesting, funny, or attractive. I hugged him and I told him that wasn't true. I wanted to tell him that he was attractive but my throat kinda clenched up.

Later I had him come to my house (along with a couple other friends)He was sick while he was there. I think it's from the depression or something. Then right before he left he started crying again. I felt terrible. I didn't know what to say to him T_T All I could do was hug him and tell him everything was going to be ok. It took alot for me to not start crying. I knew that it wouldn't hellp him if he saw me crying too.

So what should I do? I think he should see a counselor but I really am not sure what to do. I really want him to be ok and get him help. Your help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you everyone who took the time to read all this.
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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

   Year Books WOOT WOOT
Oh yeah today my school finally passes out year books. I'm soooooooo happy. Ok you may have noticed that I am typing using capital letters and all that other stuff. I guess I have decided that using all lower case and no punctuation marks has really hurt my writing. So I'm trying to do it the right way. I will make mistakes though.

Ok so now back to the year books. It is about time we get them. I only have part of today and all day tomorrow to get signatures. Friday, Monday, and Tuesday are finals days and then I don't have to go to school after that unless I have state testing.

Questions:

Do you pronounce it toe-may-toe or toe-mah-toe?

How about po-tae-toe or po-ta-toe-?

Sorry I tried to make the pronouncations as best as I could. Have a good day everyone!
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Sunday, June 3, 2007

movies: POTC3 at worlds end
yesterday i went and saw the 3rd pirates of the caribbean movie. the pop corn made me sick...again. see when i saw spider man i went to the same theatre and had the pop corn and i got sick then too. only this time i didnt need to go to the emergency room. i definatly know it was the pop corn because my same friend who was with me last time had the same pop corn as i did. and she got sick from it too...again. so i guess i wont eat that pop corn EVER again. i hope that last bit made sense. that is also why i didnt get to your sites. i slept off the sickness. i will try to get to them all today. have a good day every one. sorry i updated so late.
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Saturday, June 2, 2007

   sleepy..
im updating at midnight again. i was watching most haunted live on the travel channel. it statred at 8pm and will continue until 3am but i am too sleepy to stay up for the rest. the other night i was woken up by really loud thunder! it scared me. i plugged my ears and tried to get back to sleep. finally around 2:30 i managed to fall back asleep because the thunder stopped. i have to work from 8-1 and then i might be going to see pirates of the carribean 3. oh yesterday in at lunch i was out side with friends and i yelled "yaoi" really loud. lol. on monday im going to bring my camera and record a short video of me yelling "yaoi" and then post it on youtube. i got the idea from someone on youtube and myspace. yeah everyone probably thinks im weird (actually most people at school probably dont know what yaoi means) but i really dont care what they think. have a wonderful day everyone.
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Thursday, May 31, 2007

   mid night again
well im updating at midnight again. i have been translating my spanish HW online ad its taking forever. i think i will get up early and finish it. im supposed to do questions but i think ill just get the translation done first. and a very happy birthday to my mom! i disnt get her a card cause im flat out broke. i owe alot of money to the school for all the times ive gotten breakfast. im still waiting on getting my year book. i want them soon so all my friends can sign it! oh good news we got progress reports in the mail (to see how we did the 1st half of the quarter) and im actually passing english! but i do feel bad for my english teacher cause her house got struck by lightning!! and like caused lots of damage to her house. no one got hurt thankfully. well i must go to sleep now cause im really tired. ill try to get to sites today at some point. have a good day everyone.
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Monday, May 28, 2007

misrable weather....
well its a very misrable memorial day so far. its been rainy. i hope the weather clears up. also my internet isnt working that great so i couldnt visit sites last night. im trying to hurry incase it decides to stop working on me again. tomorrow i have to go back to school after 5 days off. i hope i didnt have any HW because i didnt do any and certiantly dont plan to. i guess ill just read my shonen jump magazine i bought the other day.

1.do you like waffles?
2.how about pancakes?
3.do you read shonen jump magazine or manga?

have a good day everyone.
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Sunday, May 27, 2007

   tiring day ahead!
im updating at midnight again. i was looking up yaoi vids on youtube. i came across this really hardcore one...some of the parts scarred me probably for life. 0_o i found a new fav yaoi to watch. its called sensitiv p****graph (i censored the name so i wont get in trouble) but i cant ask my mom to get that for me cause she would flip! not because of yaoi in general but the hard coreness. she would proabaly throw my computer our my bedroom window then ban me from the internet for ever. as long as she never sees my youtube favorites its all good. if anyone knows where i could watch it please tell me. sorry i have no idea why i just told you that. i need sleep... we were so busy yesterday at work and i have to work even longer today! i will get around to visiting sites at some point but i must help my mom bake something for tomorrow.

1.are you doing anything for memorial day? (if you live in the US)
2.do you like cook out?
3.*sends you all cupcakes i made*

have a good day everyone.
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Friday, May 25, 2007

   stil worried...
well i am updating at midnight again. my friend (the one who tried to kill him self) came home from the hospital yesterday at some point. my other friend said she was going to talk to me about it yesterday but she never did call me back.

then my stupid bf called me. i asked him if he was going to stay at this guys house (they practically next door to each other). and he told me that probably wasnt the best idea right now. then i asked him if he was home alone and he told me he was. i told him to go over to his house to make sure he doesnt try to kill him self again and to hide all sharp/pointy objects from him. he was like: no im not going over there tonight. i just hope that he will be ok. i dont want to get a phone call telling me hes dead. i sorta flipped a bit on my bf. my mom had to drive me some place (and we had to pass his house) i was sooo worried that i would see an ambulence or something when we drove by but thankfully i didnt.

man i probably wont sleep very good again. i wish i could go and stay with ivan (my friend) or have him stay here so i could make sure he is safe... i hope you all have a good day. if you have any advice to give it would be greatfully appreciated. thank you all.
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Thursday, May 24, 2007

   worried....
well im kinda upset and worried because my friend ivan tried to kill himself. i thought he wasnt depressed anymore and he seemed really happy when i saw him yesterday. but i guess he was having difficult times again. i fell like such a bad friend for not seeing this coming. but i guess he is spending the night in the hospital. when i see him again im going to give him a big hug! because i care about him. i hope to see him soon becuase i want to talk to him. cause i am really worried about him. we have no school for the rest of the week and i am worried he may try to kill himself again over the long weekend.

in other news blake lost american idol which sadded me. oh i have a pic of me on image shack. heres the link..i hope it works:

http://img264.imageshack.us/img264/7046/picture002xj6.jpg

that should work. i am the one with the brownish blonde hair. and my japanese exchange student mizuho is next to me. if you cant see the pic tell me and ill have that fixed asap. have a good day everyone.
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