Tuesday, May 26, 2009

have you ever noticed how people say things about other people acting a certain way but they don't realize that they act the exact same way causing some of the people to act the way they do. i'm not saying i've never done this before because i myself as well as everyone else in this world has been guilty of this. it's just when the person goes on and on about it and not acknowledging that they are just as bad as the ones they talk about it gets very tiring... so let's try to change our own worlds we live in and be less of hypocrites and liers.... kthx.
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Monday, December 8, 2008

FINALLY!
It takes something very emotional to finally understand what's going on.. i'm happy that i know now, but i'm not happy about how i found out. there are still some things that i don't understand and maybe i never will... but i do know one thing. i'm glad i experienced what i did because now i can finally see why he did what he did.. but now that that part is figured out, i can go back to trying to figure out what the hell happened to my family and eactly how much shit will i have to go through just to make one person happy... but right now i'm content that i had this experience even though it was a bad one. it has taught me to not take things for granted and love what i have while i still have it. maybe if everyone else in the world would realize this we would be in a lot better shape...
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Sunday, December 7, 2008

for all who reads this
i don't understand anything at all in my life anymore. things just aren't the same and are falling to crumbles everytime i turn around. my family is not the same and neither is my relationship. i can't to get anything right anymore. no matter how hard i try. sometimes i feel as though i should just give up and never try again, for i know it would be much easier than to put up a fight. but i don't want the easy way out. i want everything back to the way it was before it starting breaking down.. i'm truly am fighting for what i want as hard as i can. only he can bring this back together as it was he who broke it apart. but i forgive him. no matter hoow much hurt and suffering his decision has given me i forgive him. because i know that he is suffering just as much or maybe even more than i am. i'm trying not to complain and i'm starting to go numb. so maybe this mess will end very soon and everything will go back to normal..
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