Thursday, October 7, 2004

   Fun times in Colerain High School...
I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Today has made me realize how crappy people are, and how much I miss my baby when I can't see him. I'm starting to not enjoy myself as much as I used to anymore. My life is great and all, and I'm perfectly happy, but I'm starting to realize that the human race is actually a virus. *dies* I don't know. I guess all I'm trying to say is, "If you don't have anything nice or constructive to say to me, then shut up and die."
People tend to want to make fun of me, and I don't like it... at all. I can't stand being taken advantage of, because it's been that way my whole life, and I can't stand being walked all over anymore. I'm lacking in my school work, and I'm not sure if I can fix it or not. I feel alone, and hollow. I feel like... I am hollow. I have nothing inside of me. No internal organs, no blood, no life, no nothing. And I am a doll. Society's plaything. A thing to be tossed aside and hit by passing cars... that dead squirrel in the road that no one thinks to swerve around. It's lifeless body corroded by the weight of the cars and the pressure of life. That poor bastard.
He has my heart, and I his, and I am so so so so so greatful that it is this way. Like we talked about last night, us being together is just one more right thing in the world, and we do our best to balance the scales that hold good things and shitty things. I can't wait to see him today. Only 15 minutes left. I want him to hold me so badly, and take all of this pain from me. I want to be safe in his arms, and make my world a better place to be in. (Thank you. Justin... for being the only thing I need in the world.)

I guess I'm just sad. I have no friends, and no one to talk to anymore, because I don't see my baby much, and my mother just moved out... my lifelines are slowly leaving me. I knew it... I KNEW IT! *lightbulb* I told him... I told him the first time I talked to him that everything I love and care about eventually leaves me! (and I was right. bah. I hate being empathic.) I guess I'll get off here and write a lil bit. I need SOME sort of release. I can't have a cigarette until I get out of this hell-hole. I'll see you guys later. Much love.
The goddess of mischief and chaos~~
Ariadne-chan.
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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

   =^^= I love my life!!
I'm so happy right now. I'm in love, and it's great! ^_^ I decided to take a few quizzes today, and here are my results:


You represent... desire.
You sure are motivated. You have a definite knack
for getting what you want. You always put your
own interests before those of others, and you
almost always find youself being satisfied.
Though you have determination, try some
compassion. Putting others first occassionally
can get you even more satisfying relationships.


What feeling do you represent?
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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	refreshing
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	everlasting
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Your eye color is dark blue. You rely on your logic
solely, and may have more mature interests than
many of your friends and family your age. You
can sometimes also be interverted and lonely
from a lack of understanding with people, and
can be rather frustrated with some types of
folke. Some may describe you as cold and
distant, and you are honest with how you feel
about things.


What Color Eyes Should You Have? ( With Anime Pictures ^-^ )
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You are the most important person in his life. He
would do anything to see you smile. Actually,
he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always
getting lost in your eyes, always treating you
like a princes and always saying a joke to make
you laugh your head off while he smiles at your
hysteric laughter. Yup, he is the person you
were destined to fall in love with.


What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
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You have a free soul! As all the souls go, yours is
the most free-spirited and adventurous. You
like camping, hiking, or interaction with other
people. Your a social butterfly, but not
because of your style, but because of your
willingness to communicate with everyone. You
probably have close friends who can rely on you
because you always seem to know whats going on
in the world. You love music and are
free-spirited and someone fun to be around. A
born leader and great explorer-dont ever
change-the world needs more people like you.


What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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Alex loves you with all of his heart, and now that
he knows that you love him just the same, he
will never let you out of his site again. He
wants to be with you always, and protect you
from everything that hurts you. FASTFORWARD
YEARS FROM NOW: you see youself as a happy
housewife that sits on her butt all day eating
bon-bons as people wait on you hand and foot.
Two blonde children with your color eyes play
in the background with their nanny. Alex, is
sitting next to you, reading a book. He smiles
when he catches your eye, and winks playfully.
You smile back, and throw a bon-bon at him, and
he catches it in his mouth and laughs along
with you. Every half a year or so, you go to
Eien's house and meet up with the old gang and
their families as the kids play in the
backyard...WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE!


would a nice guy, badass, punk, or a goth boy go for you 17 SUPRISE!
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that's all for now. I have to go see my lovely, lovely boyfriend!! *starry eyes* *swoons*
I'll post later!
<3
Goddess of Mischief --Ariadne-chan
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Saturday, November 15, 2003

   Blaaaaah...
Oh, man. I'm sad... Nothing seems to be going my way, lately. My boyfriend and I just broke up, my mom's in Tennesse... I probably can't go to Sugoi-con next weekend either. I really hope I can go. I've been looking forward to this since last year... I hope I have money this time, too. It'll be my second con. ^_^; My big brother will be there. I miss him. O, Kiwi, I can't wait to see you, if i go. Speaking of going... I gotta be gettin out soon. I'll post later.
Ja ne.
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