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Saturday, October 8, 2005


   I'm beating myself inside my head right now...
Dear lord, it's like I've aqquired another bad habit. I say I'll do things and then I don't! What am I talking about, you ask? I'll tell you. (No really, I will.) I'm talking about the fact that I always say I'm going to keep my part of this site active with close-to, if not daily updates, but then dissapear for months! Anyways....I'm back. Again, and hopefully for longer this time.
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005


   This....is very bad.
My mom, my stepdad, my sister and I all have to share one bathroom downstairs. Usually it's just my sister and I in one bathroom, and our parents in the other, but, as with most home-inprovement plans, they've decided to replace the floor tileing in both of the upstairs bathrooms. Leaving us with only one to share......I'm a little scared as to what might happen.

Look everyone, I took on a new theme! ...And it matches! But once again I have to ask: Can you hear the music? Y'know, I'm gonna keep asking till someone answers.

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Monday, July 25, 2005


   Special News Live Update
My site has been loading quite slowly as of late so I'm going to be making some changes and such. For example: I'm deleting that puzzle I posted a while ago.

Also, I'm thinking about redesigning the layout of this place, y'know change of colors, ect, ect. I guess it's just time for a change.

And lastly, I'm going to be deleting any friends that haven't updated in the last year.

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   I wanna know...
How do you people get those backgrounds onto your sites? I've tried the background feature, and even putting the code into my profile with the rest of my junk. I don't get it. I followed the directions, so what am I doing wrong? Oh, and once again, can you guys hear my music?


What Icons are for you?(Thank you for #1!! Please check out my other Memes!!) by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Sunday, July 24, 2005


   Hallo...
I'm back. (For those of you that noticed I was gone.)

Well, hopefully after this post I'll begin to start updating regularly like I used to once upon a time...Now, first off, I have a question: Can you people hear my background music? I can't for some reason.

And secondly.....There is no secondly. Oh well. Happy trials.

What Type Of Goddess Are You?::Female Anime Pics:: by angel_drifter
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What Type Of Goddess Are You:Goddess of the Creatures
Quiz created with MemeGen!

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Sunday, May 15, 2005


   Nothing but a puzzle for today.

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Saturday, May 14, 2005


   Life's being confuzzing right now....
In the last week I was asked out twice. Twice. There's something seriously wrong here. I mean, what ever happened to my simple solotary existence? I was content with that! And I know that all I have to say is "no", but it's just so hard when that person is your friend. Well, sure. It is easy in the begining, but then you find out that he was actually being serious...Blah, so Nick was the first, and then the second was some seventh grader of whome I don't even know the name. I didn't even know he knew who I was! I guess I'm more known than I thought...

So, back to the topic of my friend...Well. I was speechless. I never would have suspected! Ever! We~ll, his friend Bryce had been dropping hints about it, but he's a big goof who likes to mess around, so I didn't think much of it. Oh yeah, and I also have this real bad habit where if something that I don't want to deal with comes up, I'll ignore it and hope it'll just go away. Of course, it never does. Anyway, I said alot of things, but overall the answer was no. *sigh* I really, really tried not to hurt his feelings, but you could tell that I hit home. God! What in the hell is wrong with me?! It's not that he's ugly, he's actually pretty cute, and he's a nice person! Augh, I'm just...I'm just not attracted to him. And not to anyone, for that matter! Jeez, I'm not gay, but it's like I'm not strait, either. *sigh* In three and a half mounths I will be fifteen. All that time has passed in my life and never once have I ever really felt the need to be in a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship. I don't even swoon over celebrities that would normally be considered "ideal". Crist, what am I? Sexless?!

Okay, I got a little off-topic there....Looking at him made me feel so horrible. I even went to the furthest table in the library and pulled out a book just so I wouldn't have to talk to anyone. After all, I've made it well known that if I am reading, I most likely do not want to be disturbed. Man, I'm a bitch when I'm reading, but anyways. I couldn't get the problem out of my head. It was like a gnat, constantly flying into my face. Obviously, I could not read. So I fiegned it. And then I brooded so hard on the matter that I forgot about sixth period and went strait to homebase in the social studies room. I am begining to wonder if that was not meant to happen? The math class is right beside my homebase. And as the math teacher's aid, I know when everyone has that class at any period. Nick has math sixth period. And there he was, sitting againt the wall, with his head bowed down to his knees. He did not see me. I wanted to cry. I felt like such a monster. I turned and almost ran to my next class.

I don't know if you could call this fortunate, but it was a make up day in Tech class. And sitting there, with no busy-work, all I could do was think gloomilly upon the matter. Once again, I seperated myself from the rest. "What's wrong with me?", that was the one thought that kept floating back to me. Taunting me. By the end of the class I had made my decision.

After homebase I met up with Nick. It was awkward, but I brought him to the side and asked him if he would like to go the eighth grade dance with me. And of all the answers, he said: "Yes, I would love to go to the dance with you." How sweet is that? I was filled that heart-warming feeling you get after you've just seen a really sad movie with a wonderful ending.

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Wednesday, April 20, 2005


   100 Entries!
It's official people, I now have 100 guestbook entries.

Anyways....I'm really tired for some reason right now. Maybe it's because I just woke up. But anyway, I don't feel up to typing a whole lot this morning, and there isn't much to talk about. So just read yesterday's post if you want to see a more livelier me...

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Monday, April 18, 2005


   Wow...
I'm up to 99 guestbook entries....It would be more, but I've had at least five deleted entries....

Today begins the start of spirit week. And the theme of the day is Favorite Band Day. My favorite band is the one and only Blindside! And that reminds me. I've just caught wind that they are rereleasing their first two albums....WITH FOUR NEW TRACKS ON EACH DISK!!! *faints* I'm so excited. The CDs come out on May 10th, and that's not too far off! (wee!) Oh, and there's also going to be a documentary for their ten year aniversary, featuring never seen before music videos for "About a Burning Fire"! I can't wait....Or maybe I can. I've got six birthdays comming up for the next whole mounth. And that's discluding Father's Day! x,X Oh man, by the time the Cds come out, I'll be completely broke...*cries*

Many years ago in England, pub frequenters had a whistle baked into the rim, or handle, of their ceramic cups. When they needed a refill, they used the whistle to get some service. "Wet your whistle" is the phrase inspired by this practice.

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Sunday, April 17, 2005


   More quizes....

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Your inner voice screams within, but you don't seem to listen. Are you really yourself outside?

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