myOtaku.com: forlorn hope

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-09-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• Under a rock with my hopes and dreams in the dusty grey of southern Arizona.
Member Since
• 2003-11-26
Occupation
• If you've already read the first part of this, then you can obviously see that I've no occupation.
Real Name
• I don't really consider that "vital" information.

Personal

Achievements
• ....
Anime Fan Since
• 1993
Favorite Anime
• D.N.Angel, Fruits Basket, InuYasha, Ruroni Kenshin and Yu Yu Hakusho.
Goals
• To be a nice and optimistic person without over doing it.
Hobbies
• Drawing anime
Talents
• Art, I'm not really that good at anything else.

myOtaku.com: forlorn hope

Monday, October 11, 2004

Something's missing
When my sister and I got home from school today, my mom gave me this photo albulm to look at. The pictures were mostly of my two year old self with my relatives in Hawaii,(I was so cute. What went wrong?) but towards the end of the book, the pictures were of me with my mom. Looking at these, I could feel myself start to cry. I went to the bathroom and locked the door. I couldn't let them see me cry, because then they'd want to talk about it. And I don't want to talk about it. It was like I was looking at someone else, and not me. And that women in the picture, my mother, she looked so happy. I looked happy. You could feel the love. It makes wonder, what ever happened to that? I feel as if I'm lamenting something. But I don't know what it is. Like, there's this gap bettween us. But it's too big to just jump over or walk around. Jeeze, I feel like I'm going to cry again. Sorry, but the rp will have to wait. They're calling me to do the rest of my chores.

Almonds are a member of the peach family.
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