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• 2006-05-16
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• I have many names so which one of those would you like to call me by
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• waking up every damn day!!!
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• well, I'm not quite sure, but ever since I seen one of Hayao Miyazaki 's movies, I've been hooked ever since and I just started watching shows, movies and reading anima/manga books...
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• Lain, samurai champloo, FMA, blood: the last vampire movie, Elfen Lied I love the show!!! gunslinger girl, death note, helsing, and more
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myOtaku.com: forsaken shadow
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Thursday, June 28, 2007
one day ^^
today is one in many...
maybe one day I'll see what it is to be alive again, and maybe one day I'll finally believe in life and love, oneday I'll see inside myself and awaken from my dark slumber, or maybe that far away day, will just never come... I see a world inside an empty box today, and outside that box a person is there, a stupid girl thinking less of herself, all the while being alone and thinking she's got it worse. that girl is helpful and a great person to love, yet she hates herself and wants nobody inside that box, to ever love her! she feels as if she's let down the world... a world she has yet to even face. but even though she may feel that way, there's always the ones who have it worse within that box. so she climbs an unclimb-able moutain, where her true anwsers and questions lie at top. and even though it seems like she's getting higher, she's still stuck and frozen in place below.
she may cry and have pains of her own like others, but who else doesn't have or feel them too. she just wants to be love yet forgotten, so that her suicide will be unmorned. she feels as if her problems are nothing, so she smacks and hits herself to sleep. she has no idea of why she's hurting, but all she knows is that she feels. she has problems like everyone else and we all have to go on and move forward with or without them, but even though she feel like she is, she's still stuck and locked within a timeless box, of no hope's and no bedtime good dreams. so maybe on day she's finally wake up, and realize she's just a fool. a fool with nothing but stupid problems that never meant anything. so until that day comes upon her, she's still fight and hang on for dear life, but until or if the day ever comes, she's be slowly dying and hoping for the worst!
a poem by yours truly forsaken shadow!!!
inspired by hollow eyes!!! ^^
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