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Gender
• Female
Location
• deep in the dark, empty sub conscience of my lonely self hate...
Member Since
• 2006-05-16
Occupation
• living, what else...
Real Name
• I have many names so which one of those would you like to call me by

Personal

Achievements
• waking up every damn day!!!
Anime Fan Since
• well, I'm not quite sure, but ever since I seen one of Hayao Miyazaki 's movies, I've been hooked ever since and I just started watching shows, movies and reading anima/manga books...
Favorite Anime
• Lain, samurai champloo, FMA, blood: the last vampire movie, Elfen Lied I love the show!!! gunslinger girl, death note, helsing, and more
Goals
• to make it out of my sick depression and let the darkness over take me and make me whole again
Hobbies
• writing poems, stories, listening to GOOD music, or playing my PS2, and rarely I just hang out in my lone dark corner of a room and now since my dog died I have no one to hang out with
Talents
• putting on the same face, that hides my true feelings... and waking up everyday to the same thing over and over again!!! that's my life, hate it or deal with it!




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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

   Today?
well just like any other ordinary day *effing shitty and such* I wake up to another "why am I here still" type of day!!! everythings the same, (except for the date) I wake up alone, and life STILL!!! even though it's not worth living in most of the time, goes on... the birds churp, the animals cry, and the voices in my head JUST talk away!!! yeah, and even the time forsakes me!!! it just goes slow, slow, slow, slow, slow... and never speeds up and the days never goes gone, gone, gone... buah-bye!!! so what tah do!!! ummmm, lets see, what tah do? do the same thing we did yesterday! live life b/c we have to... boring!!! well at least I'm not frozen in time like my soul is or trapped behind a layer of two-way mirrors and no one can see me or know I'm there seeking help... wellI must make the best out of today... maybe the world will fall of it's axis and float of in space towards the sun... Nahhhh, maybe I'll wake up oneday happy... yeah, now that's worth seeing and experancing...
see ya around, maybe!!! L8ters... hope I didn't fry your intelligent brains out from all this reading... see ya!
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