Monday, February 21, 2005

Now, living seems more painful than dying..

Forsakenlover's Club is FINALLY finsihed!

There is a male and female version...also a main/normal version join if you would like--:) So if you wanna join just tell me and if if you need me to bring it down to a smaller size im good with doing so.


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Friday, February 18, 2005

Now, living seems more painful than dying..

Rated R- please exit my site if you DO NOT wish to see Graphic Art!

If you do not understand this type of photographer art, please do not critize it.

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Thursday, February 17, 2005

Now, living seems more painful than dying..

Obvious, but Not sure

Well its pretty obvious that you could tell i have been enraged from my lat post recently. PRIMARY THING: MY 'FRIENDS'. okay so they are ditching me all the time and then sometimes they act like they are the bestest friends with me! And although they ditch me, when THEY need my to come with them somewhere or talk to them or whatever- then thats expected of me.. What the hell should i do? Just cast myself away from them and become a loner? Well the other option would be to stay, but i dont want to be a user. What am i to do?
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Now, living seems more painful than dying..

Questions From my Rage

1.Do you hate your parents? If so why? if not, why?
2. Do your friends think you are weird? But your proud weird.
3.Do they ditch you ever? Mine do
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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

Now, living seems more painful than dying..

Happy Chinese New YEAR!

WElp i- as many others have been waiting for this day- the day when we get red envelopes with money inside of them..TEE HEE HEE- that IS- IF you are in the chinese tradition- so HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS EVERYONE! TIME TO EAT SOME MANDARIN!! MUUHHUUHAHAA! TELL ME SOMETIME ABOUT YOUR CNYs
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Friday, February 4, 2005

Now, living seems more painful than dying..

Random, but Curious Q's

/center> answer! ANSWER! Random Q's but i wanna know!Plus! these are questions one can reflect on..

1.Do you think that you positively know the meaning of life?
2.(A question ppl annoyingly ALWAYS ask) -What ARE you?

Here are my answers if you are curious..
1.No! and i dont think anyone positively knows what the meaning of life is...they can believe it, but they cannot know for sure-but then again the meaning of life is only one's to decide.
2.What AM i? i HATE when ppl ask that questions..its like- as embarrased as it seems..i AM a human- or so i think i am..DONT FUCKING LABEL ME!
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Now, living seems more painful than dying..

ExamsDAm these exams....*sob* tear tear.....At least for the mos tof you who know what im talking about you may also give out a little tear tear...But ive been through highschool exams 6 times before and i was never ever soo worried, but now im in gr.12- so the mark on my exams determines whether or not i'll get into york or not. Hopefully i will or at another good university. Got to study for my next exam...good luck to all those who are aswell in my posistion and so forth.
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Now, living seems more painful than dying..

~Point Pleasant~

Have you guys seen this new television show called POINT PLEASANT?  I love this show soo much- it has to do with a teenage girl who has no clue she is the daughter of the devil. She begins to realize that she has powers that make her do bad things when she becomes angry and the worst part about it is that she almost LIKES what shes doing. On her eye(pupil) there is a birth mark carved into it with this symbol:

Dam you guys should check it out--its on FOX on thursdays at 9:00 p.m

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

Now, living seems more painful than dying..

Like WTF?

okay maybe im mistakening this with something else but whatever! My so called "friends" who were enemies for a long long time before are now like goodie goodie friends. I hung out with both of them- treating them equally and now whats happened? They are BEST FRIENDS or acting like it anyways. Then for two or more days now they've been leaving me and abandoning me wherever we go. Okay for example- like yesterday i was at the library and i normally give one of them a ride, but they were together and then theyre like- yo natsu! Shes gonna take the bus with me today okay? im like fine whatever and then right when my mom came they came back and wer like : "ohh natsu we missed the bus and we needa ride" i was just like- 1st u ditch me a million timez today and now this..wtf! i gave them a ride anyways.it might sound like i am overexaggerating but im not..today was hell with those too and im sure tis not the last.
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