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Thursday, October 14, 2004


Now, living seems more painful than dying..


Mood:indescribable(undiscribable)


So back to reality-Suicide


Okay i just wanted to talk about suicide- because lately on otaku there have been and ARE many members who are attempting it and going through the thinking process of it. I have to admit that I myself had once been in that situation, but i turned away for a few days of major thinking about me and my life. (sometimes taking a walk or going outside helps..maybe even drinking or whatever) But i figured to hold on to the saying "Theres someone for everyone"- although it seemed useless at the time- i knew i wasnt DEAD YET- so theres still a chance of me finding that special person- yeah i may sound like a hypacrite bc/ my whole theme is based on death and depression and sorrow...forsakenlove, but all together i know that one day i will die at any time- just not by my own hands.. PLEASE even at those time when you will feel absolutely without doubt hopeless- think again what life is worth- dont commit suicide bc/ if you strongly believe it will be much happier on the other side- then you are WRONG! If there is a god----there is evil.


 





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