Now, living seems more painful than dying..Too full!
Slowly realizing my truthful fate
Knowing life is not worth to appreciate.
Caught in the lies beneath the tales
Trying to forget when all else fails.
I thought you loved me as I love you
But I found out that it was never true.
You have betrayed my heart & my soul
I feel so worthless like a clump of coal.
Dont even try to talk your way out
Because i dont want to hear it- theres no use to shout!
REady for my cure- walking to my end
It would have worked out if you didnt pretend.
Now on the edge- willing to dive
But something keeps stopping me so i continue to strive.
Something always holding me back from my truthful fate
My soul TOO FULL of sorrow for even death to take.