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Saturday, January 15, 2005


Now, living seems more painful than dying..

4 those of you who actually care to READ!

This is really pissing me off and for those of you who KNOW what im talking about- then its not hard for you to understand. I hate stereotypes... I HATE EM!!! I HATE EM! LOAF could be used as the word aswell! Like seriously everyone is having a fit with me when i say that...They always ask: "Natsuko? What are you exactly?" Like do you WANT me to break it down to you VERY CLEARLY? AS much as i dont like saying this- IM A DAM HUMAN BEING- and if im not than what the hell are you? GEEZUS! And they'll be like.."Eww what the hell is this crap you are listening to?" or "what the hell are you wearing? do this make you a Gena? or a thug or..i dont know what are then?" DAm stereotypes pissing me off once more..but i will TRY to ignore them. On a more serious note:

Nikki :(


My best friend nikki is going through some very bad problems...i dont know what to do..I dont want to speak of the whole story but...well ever since she was little her dad always beat her..shes 17 by the way now...and her parents hated her becasue she was fat- well now she has gone on a diet...a bad diet... like throwing up/ not eating AT ALL! and cutting herself. yeah ive been inthe cutting stage b4.but i was talking to her on her cell last night and she seemed weird..how she was talking- then i noticed she was outside....when i figured that out- she said she had to go and she said bye i love you. so i got worried. next her mother called me and asked where she'd gone- i didnt know..then i found out that her dad beat her almost to the point where she was knocked uncontious...and her mom said she found a knife and alot of blood in her room. she thinks that she might have cut a vien....i dont know what to do- we still cant find her and now the POLICE are in this and i happen to be part of it.

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