Tuesday, March 11, 2008

   ello world, ya miss me?

*song of tha day:Smooth Criminal- Alien Ant Farm* watz good every1??? i been gone 4 awhile and now i guess im back! i rele dont care 4 thiz nu "vibrant" shyt tha otaku haz pulled, i liked it jus how it waz ya kno? i see that darkdesires and mysteriousshan(sorry if i spelled ya name wrong >_<) haz been tha only 1z that actually gave a damn that i havent been here... itz kewl tho...it rele iz... i been skatin like a mad man az of late travelin supa damn far jus 2 skate and skatin in like 30-50 degree weather cuz im addicted!!! XD i havent broken anythin yet, but i have been able 2 do a varial kickflip, kickflip, ollie, casper, and a pop shoveit. i feel so accomplished considerin tha dudez i skate wit have been skatin 4 ovah 2yearz and im not that far behind. Mute,Noia,Tempo(my guy from CO) are all doin fine and still gettin up on tha graffiti tip. im savin so i can get a REAL cam and take bettah pics. my comment thing iz kinda screwed up and 4 sum reason i still cant click and access it. so if ya could b so kinda az 2 pm me ur comments i would evah b so grateful. thatz it i guess... ~Layter~ p.s. i have decided 2 no longer put my story up on here. i have moved it 2 livejournal and is recappin tha whole thing from tha beggining. my name on there is tha same az it iz on here so please show ya boi sum support!!!

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

so im still livin!!!

~no song 2dai~ well i still am here my adorin fanz!!! my spliter 4 my dsl iz broke thankz 2 my ass of a brother (thankz u lil fucker) it cost 10 dollaz and im tryin 2 decide if i should get it myself... im at mute'z house and he will have a page soon!! givin that hiz smart azz actually do 1...>_> anywayz... i dont kno wen i will b back on so if ya miss me or 4 tha most part even care hit me up so yea i also have like 3 nu chapterz of graffiti shogunz so b expectin that soon so yea... layter

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Thursday, February 7, 2008

   blowing in tha wind...

*song of tha day: Little Weapon-Lupe Fiasco* so yea. 4 sum strange reason i cant comment on no1z page but jus kno that i have been visitin and seen most of yall post. also i cant even look at tha commentz on my page so if ya could please b so kind az 2 pm me ur commentz i rele would b happi. i felt kinda good knowin that i had 7 comment, but got angry cuz i couldnt read them. *shrugz* i dunno. i got a pm me from thiz gurl on here that ezpressed that she thought that she waznt good enuff 4 me and that waznt tha case. she know tha situation and on normal circumstancez i would explain but she iz in grief( or waz at tha tyme.) and i dont wanna publicize it and make thingz worst off. i want her 2 kno that we still can be friendz. and i wont look at her any different than b4. But ur lil friend there... tha irrelevant 1... she fuckin makez me so, so,SOOOO sick *angry face* where in tha fuck do u get off thinkin that u fuckin kno me well enuff 2 judge me? ur whole mission thiz whole damn tyme waz 2 turn ur friendz against me and u feel all smug knowin that u finally did jus that. *laugh* itz funny how tha only reason that u felt threaten by me iz cuz im jus az manipulative az u are and wen i appeared outta no where and started 2 fuck up ur control iz wen u started 2 "dislike me" tellin me that ur glad that u dont have 2 pretend 2 like me no more... who gave a damn bout u anywayz??? no 1 cared bout u likin me cuz in reality, it waznt bout u at all... u waz jus there ^_^ token and stormy, i apologize 4 me even bein there... im sorry 4 bein involved, i waz completely outta place and i dont deserve yall friendship so if yall nevah talk 2 me again, i understand. im so use 2 losin and comin back wit sumthin elze that itz not funni. normal people would b seriously affected by thiz 4 long periodz of tyme,but since im use 2 it, i guess im fyne.Thatz wat yall wanna hear i hope. pm me ur commentz (and i hope i get 1 from u bitch)

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Monday, February 4, 2008

   can i fuckin trust any1????

*song of tha day: Tourniquet-Evanescense* you kno i shouldnt even b surprised by wat happen 2 me anymorez. i feel like im in a downward spiral 2 tha ground wit no parachute.i rele dont have any friendz thatz worth kickin it wit up here, sure i have noia and mute, but outsie of skatin and graffiti, u kant do neither wen itz fuckin snow on tha ground. i rele do miss houston. i talked 2 her thiz morning and she said it waz 79 degreez there vs. my lil 39 here T^T i wanted 2 cry so bad wen she told me that (not literally) she made a friend that i think rele iz kewl people, we jus gonna call her lil 10, thatz wat i call her anywayz.she'z funni. no friendz in sight. besidez desirez i feel lost at sea... my lil circle of friendz, depleted rite in front of my eyez. ive come 2 believe that im suppose 2 walk in a world of lonliness. my heart gushez out blood but no tourniquet iz in sight... i need somethin 2 give me a boost of hope, like a stiff shot of vodka...vodka alwayz make thingz a lil more brighter...i started off an inquisitive young man and i have arrived at thiz...whoevah said curiousity killed tha cat mustve 4gotten that catz have 9 fuckin livez and im still on like 7...*sigh* so im lookin 4 nu friendz i guess, if it even mattahz anymore. if u alreadi are a friend and still wanna b 1, pm me or aim me. every1 jus pm me and leave ur commentz... aim:styerthaduo *walkz away* p.s. i rele am feelin tha sasuke thing rite now, dont u agree?

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Thursday, January 31, 2008

   Random fitz of BloodLust...

*song of tha day: Sidewinder-Avenged Sevenfold* "thatz rite, i shed my skin 2nite, but my fangz are hard 2 hide!!!!!and u kno that u goin 2 die!!!! YEAH!!!!" Ello world and i am ANGER!!! i exist 4 tha pure enjoyment of despair and pain. I dunno, i jus feel anger 4 no reason rele. i want 2 go outside but my skinny(yet still sexeh ^_^) azz would freeze in a mattah of secondz cuz itz been like flippin below 0 out there. i been mad bout that. i have also been so flippin sex deprived. im tryin 2 b good but itz so HARD!!! >_< (no pun intended and shut up desires XP) i miss my people. i miss houston cuz she gone and that waz my kick it partner./ we did everythin 2gether. i miss my guy gerry, he been mia lately cuz he'z alwayz havin sex -_- i need a nu outlet. i need a nu wayz 2 release energy...i feel violent and last tyme i felt like thiz i went out fightin random people like i waz out of that 80z movie tha warriorz...*sigh* Jared my darkside haz ovahtaken me...feel 4 tha world az he makez it quake around u. i alzo wanted 2 do a nu story kinda more directly bout me. i would feature both of them on here (or atleast till i found a nother site 2 post it on) but yea. Graffiti shogunz will return soon i jus need 2 "clear" my mind some... i wanted 2 start a club on here 2 based on graffiti so dont b surprised if ya see 1 soon... THE END

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

   im not tha happiest i kan be

*song of tha day: Given Up- LInkin Park* so yea my mom iz a bytch. why did my brother come in at like 10 fuckin oclock (he getz out at like 2:50) and he didnt call no 1 and my "mom" waz gettin all worried about him cuz he didnt call and waz all worried. i rele didnt give a fuck less wat happened 2 him, she NEVAH gave a fuck bout me wen i kame home late, and he do thiz quite often so why should i care? she called me aftah she waz "patrolin" tha neighborhood like he fell and knocked himself unconscience. she had me callin hospitalz and everythin. turnz out tha lil fucker waz at hiz friendz house gettin high (like i thought) and she didnt say shyt 2 him!!! she getz mad cuz i smoke squarez and im 19!!!! then he gave her thiz bullshyt excuse and she went 2 sleep...0_o wtf!!?!?!??! and she claim that she dont have no fuckin favouritez...but alwayz take up 4 him talkin bout he got middle child syndrome like her... i think they jus on bullshyt and im havin a bad reaction...*growlz*

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

   blink, blink and smile

*song for tha day:Headstong-Trapt* so um yea... i been MIA from aim as of late cuz: A. i been out doin graffiti B. my computer been actin like a lil bytch az of late... i kno my adorin fanz miss me..(o_O *cricket chirpz*) but eventually i will figure thiz out like i alwayz do i wanted 2 talk about sumthin 2dai that actually meanz sumthin and my "mother" (quotez it and everythin..."mother"... yea rite) said sumthin 2 me about a long distance realationship and how long it will last... thiz made me mad cuz she waz makin it seemz like i waz a whore or sumthin... i mean yea, i do love sex... i dont kno any1 that doez have sex that dont agree. gay, strait, purple, and blue...all like sex so wen she said thiz... it hurt wat my feelingz would be if i rele had any ya kno? i do think that in sum part of a realationship if it progress that far that sex do play apart if ya both active, and if not, kewl so ur choice but it DONT think that sex should be tha sole reason 2 be in a realationship. thatz jus wrong. like i seen a trailer 4 thiz movie called fool's gold and thiz chick married thiz dude 4 tha sex ....O_o i dont kno bout any othah dude out there but i would b mad az shyt if thatz wat im worth. i dunno, tell me wat ya think.am i tweakin? p.s. i have a yahoo messager and my name iz : antimatrix14 if ya wanna contact me hit me up there i guess

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

   rememberin tha good 'ol dayz

*song of tha day:pump up the volume-The Cool Kids* i waz watchin cartoonz wit my 8 yrz old brother and started 2 watch tom and jerry and it made me think 2 wen i waz young. i remember gettin up watchin cartoonz on saturdayz in my lil boxerz wit big bowlz of cereal and watchin cartoonz till i went outside and didnt comeback in till i waz completely covered in dirt...and it waznt cuz i waz playin in it, itz cuz i waz fightin ^_^ i miss thoze dayz cuz everythin waz so much eazier. u dont have AZ many of worryz wen u are lil. u dont have 2 provide and look out 4 urself. wen u think about it... gettin older suckz in a way. tha best thingz iz that u dont have 2 listen 2 ur parentz az much, leaglly be able 2 drink and smoke and have sex az much az u want (i sum shape or form ^_^ lol) othah than that, itz pretty much sucky. then u get old and die...o_O where iz tha fun in that?! i jus waz watchin tom an jerry thinkin like wow, sum grown person watched thiz wen it waz still nu, i wonder if they seen thiz now would they b mad? and thatz another thing, wen u grow up, u forget wat itz like 2 b a child and get way 2 damn serious. if parentz actually remembered wat it waz like, they could relate a great deal more and wouldnt be suh sucky parentz. i alzo realized that cartoonz 2dai suck...wtf iz up wit cartoonz like camp lazlo and my gym partner iz a monkey... i remember cartoonz like dexter laboratory and cow and chicken and johnny bravo and tha power puff gurlz. or 2 take it back and tha 1st like 3 seasonz of power rangerz...that use 2 b tha shyt. i dunno, maybe ima big az 19 year old kid that wont let go of tha past...but if they had alot more people like me, (tha friendly, childish me... not tha evil me lol) u wouldnt have 2 worry bout kidz like tha dark side of me tryin 2 kill themselvez or worry bout lil timmy shootin up tha skool holdin tha teacher hostage... Tell me wat yall remember most about growin up az a lil kid and ur favourite cartoon/ tv show

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

   kick push in my house...XP

*song of tha day: Black Mags-The Cool KIds* so i guess ima not b all supa emo no more. i guess ima be my normal, pesstimistic, emo-ish self again. i want 2 thank all tha folkz that helped me: Unique and Stormy, Loser(and ur weird attempt o_O), Desires(RawR!!), Zeit(u sarcastic, bastard u), and whoevah i forgot yall kno who yall are. so i went 2 sleep @ like 3:30 and woke up and started skatin in my house. i been up since like 7 so yea i been at it awhile now. jus 2 let u kno i have gotten bettah!! i did start on my nu chapter and it started 2 get good but i decided that since thiz iz my fuckin 3rd tyme tryin 2 post thiz, i dont wanna do it again so there XP i guess i have nothin elze 2 say...ooo Houston haz forgave me and everythin iz so kewl...^_^

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

so im special ^_^ lmao... try me if ya want

Probability of killing, 73% You have seen much death, either in reality or in entertainment. you may hav killed someone already, or have tried to kill yourself. You probably need to see a psychiatrist for help. Avoid making enemies at all costs, and pursue a happy hobby Are you capable of killing any1 surprised? You Are 82% Evil You're the most evil person you know. The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You?

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