Sunday, March 14, 2004

...Am I a fucking possesion now?....
Ugh...i swear -_-.my very first RP char....keiko.....well..she uhm..was raped by her cousin..and she got preggy.Her twins were born.she had a girl and a boy.Azazel and yura....but...Rain..her cousin..he thinks he owns her..and i dont know..he rapes her all the time...and then rapes her more.....he always calls her his bitch..I'll give u...abit of the convo that just went on.....its sad...but....

Rain/Azazel says:
*flips her over on her stomach and enters his cock into her ass thrusting hard knowing it hurts her alittle*
Kagome/Keiko says:
*moans and clutches at the ground*
Rain/Azazel says:
who do u belong too
Kagome/Keiko says:
......no one.....
Rain/Azazel says:
*begans to thurst even harder putting 7 inches into her ass thrusting faster*
Kagome/Keiko says:
*screams in pain and closes her eyes tightly*
Rain/Azazel says:
who does your body belong too
Kagome/Keiko says:
no one!
Rain/Azazel says:
*thrust harder now very hard putting 8 inches into her ass doing this very hard and fast* who does your body belong too!!!
Rain/Azazel says:
*he can see blood coming from her asss*
Rain/Azazel says:
ass*
Kagome/Keiko says:
*begins to cry* YOU
Rain/Azazel says:
*thrust extremely hard putting 9 inches into her ass not caring if it hurts her or not as he cumbs in her ass and on her cheeks and back* yeah thats right

.........see.........I just....I feel...so Broken...ok well...I need to go..Im about to cry...irl........

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Saturday, March 13, 2004

yay!!
well. I had my solo and ensamble contest today. n_n I got scored a two.and with the judges being as tough as they were.thats a good score. most people were getting threes.hehe I GOTTA TWO!!!! n_________n yay!.the lady worked with me after words....she said i was "deing to let the richness in my voice comeout" so she showed me how to open myself up...and allow that richness to come. n.n I was really suprised at the sound i made once i opend up.wow.....not to brag.....but....Im a really good singer....i was very proud of myself today... *nods and smiles*



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Friday, March 12, 2004

oioioioioioioioioi good day n.n
yayayayayayayayay n.n i had a sumwhat guud day n____n!! well erm o.o....

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Thursday, March 11, 2004

hmmm..........well..I have to leave in about an hour so I can go reherse with the acompnamist person...I have a solo and ensamble contest in two days.gah...two days already.I guess im ready..I know the song...so there is really nothing i should be worried about.heh......my mom....she wants to know whats wrong with me...she says that im "withdrawing myself and are constantly depresed" yea...so?...is there a problem with that? I tend to prefer being apathetic.it helps deal with not only my emotional pain,but with my physical pain too.....I have thought about closing my heart....Ive been hurt alot........and i dont know how much more i can take before i explode...I just find it funny,that after two years of basically having no mother,she wants to be all close again.hn.... -_-.....Ive changed big time...im no longer the funny,open,warm person....her being away...not talking to me...bitching about the town we live in...never seeing her...losing someone close to me...watching my friends hurt...secretly crying.......all while she was gone...but she never seemed to care then....so I just stopped careing...and now that shes a "stay at home mom"she wants me to go back to being who i was before she fucked up my life...heh....yea..sure..whatever....
7:28PM:So yea on a lighter note O-o;*cough* well I dont know...-_- I guess im just tired of being alone? ._. kind of pathetic o-o;but im a gurl.im supposed to have those feelings? x-x gah..here be sum things o-o:

Name:sarah
age:14
gender: female o-o;
favorite food:pickles n.n
current music:"dark heart dawning"-BT @.@ guud song
current feeling: ehh...i dun know
goals:To try and be more happy.and to uhm....love and be loved in return?

Anime Bishounen Match by c_chan
LJ Username:
Age:
Favorite Number:
Your Match:	Yuusuke (Yu Yu Hakusho)
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	ten
your best quality is	you have all your teeth =D
your worst quality is	NOTHING
this is because	you were born this way
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

I did this one for my other rp character

Who will give you an orgasm? by leslie13
Name
Age
Virgin?
So, who will make you moan?	Chester Bennington
How?	Manually.
Will it be good?	yeah, you can still feel it.
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