myOtaku.com: Frozen Kokoro

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• Sarah Castillo

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myOtaku.com: Frozen Kokoro

Thursday, July 1, 2004

¤|Im going to isolate myself from everyone..then I will become the Shinning Polaris....|¤
Im running away.Everyone around me is killing my soul....unintentionally......Ive allowed myself to become so voulnerable...that the scar tissue on my heart is raw,bleeding,rotting.But before I leave to envelope myself into the cucoon in which I will emerge from only to shine my brightest...there are some things I need to say.

Derek:I love you with all of my heart....All this indecision...all this confusion. I've stuck by you through all of it..and my intentions remain the same...weither you decide to break or heal,take or leave,smash or embrace my heart... I will be by your side ... until the end.

Kyrstin: You are my sister,my best friend.me and you have stuck by each other through all of this bullshit.Our friendship will never end.You are a sister to me and I love you with all of my heart.

Mom: .....I really dont know what to say to you...My whole life you've wrapped me up and made everyone in the family think I was this perfect straight A,cool daughter. and for what?...maybe it was because you thought that since the family didnt think very highly of you and since Nicki was a fuck up,you could make me out to be the perfect daughter so everyone would think you atleast did something right.I am not your toy! I am me,and i refuse to be what you want me to be anymore... You've forced me into so many damn things,cant you see...I just want to be myself!!!!..Ive stuck by you through ur whole career..but then again I never really had much of a choice now did i? You've sheilded me from the world...maybe you were afraid to lose me...but in doing that...You've made me push myself into hiding who I am..because of you I will never be able to show people who I trully am because Im afraid to break this damn reputation you set for me...I am my own person..and I really need you to just leave me alone..

Im breaking away..When I return do not expect the same Sarah..I will be different..I will be brighter... I will be free...and nothings going to stop me this time.Nothing.
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