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Monday, July 12, 2004


   She doesnt know who she is or why shes here,she just knows life sucks and she wants to dissapear...
Im sorry for all the stupid shit Ive ever done.But most of all,Im sorry for ever comming into your guys lives.All ive wanted to do was trust and love..thats all....I just..wanted...to love...and be loved....god damnit....I cant trust anymore...why do people like fucking with me so much?! WHY?! IS IT THAT GOD DAMN FUNNY TO WATCH ME CRY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! IS IT?!...jesus...I fall inlove too quickly...I allow myself to become so fucking weak and voulnerable...and I try..I try so fucking hard....-falls to her knees- ...I...hate myself..I never thought I would ever say that... why... why is it... everytime..I open myself to people...they push me around? what am i doing wrong as a human being?!..I dont..trust anymore..no one..I cant... I just cant... I just need someone to save me..just please...anyone...I just need someone to help me trust.........................................................................................oh yeah...i forgot...no ones here...Sarahs all alone..heh ^^...
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