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Thursday, July 15, 2004


   |maybe you were all wondering...|
i guess Ive seemed like a bitch lately,ne?..heh..well then..maybe its time i break this shield of mine and say whats on my mind.

I dont sleep anymore....I dont eat anymore..the pains in my chest have come back times three,Im throwing up more then usual,I pass out atleast twice every three days.I black out constantly,I shake, and I get dizzy..and I honestly think something is wrong with me.

And just so you all know.No..Im not getting any special attention for it.My mother is sick..and that is what needs to be focused on right now.My good health means NOTHING to me.

oh and btw Phil.wtf did I ever do to you?..I did nothing..sorry if i have respect for my friends wishes.keh. You know..I was starting to fall for you....majorly.....but i guess like you said,you just dont care. -shrugs-

Im sick of hiding behind falsitys and masks...So maybe if i leave...things will become better...for everyone......-laughs- well whatever.I never ment that much to anyone anyway..so why the hell should I care back?

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