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Tuesday, March 9, 2004


   when it rains,it fucking pours ....
Well.heh. hasnt today been the best damn day of my life?yea...right.As if it wasnt already enough that I was confused about a certian person irl -_-............I had a long talk with my mom today.she said i need to start thinking more about me.I guess I am just afraid to hurt people?Like i see these people and i kind of supress my talents just so they dont feel bad or something?.....but in the end.....Im the one who just ends up being hurt........and its becoming over whelming.heh...so after our talk..the phone rang..it was Brads number.Im thinking to my self "wtf is brad calling me?Its Tuesday,he doesnt have free long distance...plus we broke up so......." yea, Brad was a long distance relationship -_-...but anywho.so i answer the phone and its his mom.....she asks who I am......aparently Brad never told his parents about me.he was afraid they would force us to split up.So i put his mom on hold and tried to gather as much courage as I could.I looked at my mom and said "it never ends....it never ends" she started laughing.So I finally put the phone to my ear again and took a deep breath. Ok.no more being afriad.She asked me if i knew brad.i said yes.then she asked me how old i was.i said 14.and she said brad was 14 to and all that stuff O_o. not that i didnt already know that.but,then she said "well,we got the phone bill and it just said that he has been calling this number alot.now you two met online right?" i said yea -.-; then she said "oh ok n.n I just wanted to make sure that the number he was calling was safe thats all" so yea.... T-T.....GOD I JUST CANT GET AWAY FROM GUY PROBLEMS >_< AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IT NEVER ENDS.....so I hung up the phone and was laughing.my mom was too.she held me and i started to cry again.sheesh...........guys are such hassles sometimes...I just HATE being 14.......
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