Thursday, March 11, 2004

hmmm..........well..I have to leave in about an hour so I can go reherse with the acompnamist person...I have a solo and ensamble contest in two days.gah...two days already.I guess im ready..I know the song...so there is really nothing i should be worried about.heh......my mom....she wants to know whats wrong with me...she says that im "withdrawing myself and are constantly depresed" yea...so?...is there a problem with that? I tend to prefer being apathetic.it helps deal with not only my emotional pain,but with my physical pain too.....I have thought about closing my heart....Ive been hurt alot........and i dont know how much more i can take before i explode...I just find it funny,that after two years of basically having no mother,she wants to be all close again.hn.... -_-.....Ive changed big time...im no longer the funny,open,warm person....her being away...not talking to me...bitching about the town we live in...never seeing her...losing someone close to me...watching my friends hurt...secretly crying.......all while she was gone...but she never seemed to care then....so I just stopped careing...and now that shes a "stay at home mom"she wants me to go back to being who i was before she fucked up my life...heh....yea..sure..whatever....
7:28PM:So yea on a lighter note O-o;*cough* well I dont know...-_- I guess im just tired of being alone? ._. kind of pathetic o-o;but im a gurl.im supposed to have those feelings? x-x gah..here be sum things o-o:

Name:sarah
age:14
gender: female o-o;
favorite food:pickles n.n
current music:"dark heart dawning"-BT @.@ guud song
current feeling: ehh...i dun know
goals:To try and be more happy.and to uhm....love and be loved in return?

Anime Bishounen Match by c_chan
LJ Username:
Age:
Favorite Number:
Your Match:	Yuusuke (Yu Yu Hakusho)
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Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	ten
your best quality is	you have all your teeth =D
your worst quality is	NOTHING
this is because	you were born this way
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I did this one for my other rp character

Who will give you an orgasm? by leslie13
Name
Age
Virgin?
So, who will make you moan?	Chester Bennington
How?	Manually.
Will it be good?	yeah, you can still feel it.
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