Wednesday, March 17, 2004

feeeeeeeeeeeeh x_x
ehhh im so god damn tired today x___x lets see..all the moods of sarah right now:
Horny(very..... -_______-;; )
tired
hungry
pissy
violent
wants to hurt sumthin >.<
happy n.n
hyper n.n

yea okie >.> so that ish all meh moods right now O_____o; ugh im odd -_-; well i had stalkers today..they kept harrasing me in the halls and followed me out to my bus T_T...i guess thats the price I pay for wearing thigh highs and a short skirt -_-; well my mom went to the hospital cause of her lungs...but she was waiting in the place for 2 hours and she wasnt being taken care of yet..so she just left...every day it gets worse...and she keeps giving me the excuse that she doesnt want me growing up on a hospital chair waiting for her...like she had to with her mom....but..i rather be growing up on a hospital chair then sit there and watch my mom suffer all damn day.....and know how much she is in pain...and might die.....There is a song..that i have really grown close to...Adams song by blink 182...great song...and i identify with it alot.

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never set foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

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