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Friday, October 5, 2007

My thoughts with what happend today to me.
Love

As Jessica comes toward me,
I can’t think. I tilt her head back too kiss her gently on the lips but I don’t.
Is this I love? I thought as she leaned in too kiss me.
Then Mizuki’s face burst clearly into my mind.
No! I thought as I pushed The Jessica off my chest.
“sorry..” I say
“but I’m already in love.”
I see the look of hurt in her face but I do not turn back.
As I leave, the bottom of my kimono trails noiselessly on the ground
Behind me. I smile to myself as Jessica bursts into tears. “would my friends still
Like me if they knew how cruel I was?” I murmured to myself still smiling
“I Think not.” the smile slid off my face as quickly as it came. I feel something wet trickle down the side of my face and as I raise my hand to brush it away and I realize they are tears.
“That’s strange...” I thought to myself what reason would I have to cry and then I realize why.
Every person I come in contact with I end up hurting in some way.
Would I end up hurting Mizuki-kun? I remember when I first had someone who I loved.
It was the first time I had ever loved But the girl had cheated on me…
Ever since then I have not loved
I laughed without laughter
I hurt without emotion and
I never loved.

When Mizuki-kun walked into my life
Meaning seem to flood back into me.
I find my self laughing at everything she says and i realize how gratefull i should be to her. She brought me back to life.
I look back at the still sobbing Jessica and feel for the first time, three
Certain words come out of my mouth.

“I’m sorry… Jessica"
And I walk away.

Ryan
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