I go by FruitDefendu.

I am:
- underaged
- unique but uninteresting
- Insanely shy
- pessimistic

I do:
- live like a hermit
- sew (badly)
- obsess over everything
- procrastinate chronically
- devote the rest of my time to school

Thursday, May 24, 2007

I'm hungry

I haven't posted in a while, but I doubt that anyone cares. I hate my school. I really wish that I had a gun right now to get rid of all the people that I hate. That's probably never going to happen though. I will just end up hanging myself at thirty or something.

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

I'll run away

I'm feeling so depressed right now. I don't know why. Maybe its because the anime convention I went to is a lot less fun than I thought it would be. My interests in everything is dwindling. I'm no longer interested in anime, drawing, blogging, or school. I don't even think that I like lolita fashion anymore. Why won't this feeling go away? Why do I bother to wake up every morning? I can't stand this world.

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

I deserve nothing

I skipped school again today. This will get me in trouble one day. I don't think that I can finish the school year. It's too much pressure. T_T My petticoat came in the mail today. It has massive poof. I'll post pictures later. I've started to get interested in ball jointed dolls. I used to think that they were creepy, but I'm slowly starting to like them. Well, that's not completely true. I like the cute little girl ones. I still think that the male and older female ones are scary. I'll never be able to afford one though. T_T For example, this one is over $1,000. I can pay rent for an expensive appartment with that much money. D:

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I fail

Report cards came yesterday. I got the worst grades since elementary school. Now my dad is going to tear me to shreds and feed me to the ducks in front of our house. I hate myself. I have to read an entire chapter tonight AND do vocabulary and questons AND do tons of math homework, study for a quiz that I will probably fail tomorrow and memorize a bunch of Spanish vocab words. T_T When will this end?

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Sunday, April 8, 2007

I hate myself

It's 8:12 p.m. I have to go to school tomorrow and I haven't done any of my homework for Spring Break. I hate myself so much right now. I won't be getting any sleep tonight.

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