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MichikoTsunaga (04/24/06)
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Chi-chan dropping by and saying hi!
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Okay.... *anger mark twitches* I will remain calm... *deep breath* Okays... You need a pep talk. God, I hate doing pep talks but you need one. I'm gonna sound mean at first, but I have a point. (Also, I'm not the greatest, but I try, give you some slack)
You don't like people. You are people-phobic. When shoved in a crowded room, you hide in the corner. >:X, you are a person who is scared to make friends! You think you’re a loser, and should just die. You think you’re the ONLY one who has felt this?! You have no idea how wrong you are!!!!!!!!! Everyday, thousands of people are like you, hating themselves, wishing they can change! Thinking no one gives a shit about them, and if they died it would be nothing more then an inconvenience!!!!! If you've forgotten, your only one of over 3 BILLION people in the world!!! Despite what you think, there's always someone like you. Usually many more then just one. Get over that you think you’re the only one that suffers!!!!! Somewhere in a hospital, a poor, ill child is wishing s/he could move. In another hospital, an elder is on the brink of death, wishing they were young again! Somewhere else a child wishes they could learn the wonderful ability to read and write! In some god-forsaken place someone wishes they had a place to sleep, eat, and live. You have youth. You can MOVE! You are able to get education. YOU HAVE A FREAKING HOME! Be happy you have these things, because someone out there would GLADLY switch with you! Get over what you don't have and see what you DO have! TRUST ME, someone out there, someone probably not far from you, would give up their limbs to have even ONE thing you have. So your life isn't perfect, NO ONE'S IS! Mine for sure ain't perfect! I hate myself, I hate that I'm slow, I hate my brother, I HATE TONS OF THINGS IN MY LIFE AND ABOUT MYSELF!! I often think I'm a complete loser when compared to others. But, I'm happy with what I have. Wanna know why? Because I may hate many things, here are some positive facts about my life:
My older brother and sister are the best you could possibly have. My teachers are the totally awesome. I may be poor, but my parents love me. My brother may be a demon spawn, but he has his good moments. I also may not have many friends, but they are the best I could ask for.
As for me, I may be slow, but I have a 3.7 average, which many would die for, and I can remember facts easily (sometimes). I speak to fast all the time, and I suck at comebacks, but I have a great artistic ability and a large vocab! I may act stupid sometimes, but I am optimistic about it!
No one is perfect, but we all have at least ONE good thing about ourselves or our lives. Try to find one.
~Chi-chan
P.S. Now that my rude, crappy pep talk is done, I shall say I wish to be friends. As
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Someone, once said, you can never have too many friends, but you should always have at least one! PM me when you read this, kk? You sound like an interesting person, past all your "Depressed"ness.
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