Friday, April 6, 2007

I'm already sick of this era

I hate this world. It's obvious that I don't matter to anybody. I think that I would be more useful dead. I want to rip off my arm and beat my parents over the head with it. Then bleed to death.

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Hiatus (agian)

Well, the first time I tried to go on hiatus from this site, it didn't work. However, I have a serious procrastination problem. I am falling behind in school because I am spending hours online. I have to stop. Tomorrow is Ash Wednesday and for Lent I'm going to give up the internet. I'm only going online to check e-mail (which I rarely recieve). It's weird because I've always hated Lent and I've never acknknowledged it before. I'm going to try to start doing homework as soon as I get home and studying hard on the weekends. Maybe I'll actually have a life now. Maybe I'll have time to iron clothes and clean my room and clean the bathroom and such. Maybe not. I've been getting a lot of letters from colleges recently. Most probably won't even accept my application. I skipped half of Spanish class today. I am such a bad student. :x Well I guess I'll see you guys in forty days (even though few people actually read my blog entries) Bye ~FruitDefendu

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Monday, February 19, 2007

   Hello, Mr. President

No one is talking to me or responding to my e-mails. It's pissing me off. I have tons of homework to do today. Why didn't I do it this weekend? I hate being a procrastinator. I wish that I could be hypnotized to change or something. All I want to do now is sleep, but I must work. My mom already left for the library so I can't go study there. :( My dad hired someone to clean our roof. They're making sooo much noise! How can I study like this?

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

Piggies!

Happy Chinese New Year! It's the year of the pig. I'm a sheep, so according to the horoscopes its supposed to be a good year for me. I don't believe it though. Every year is always a bad year for me. Things will never get better. It's too bad that I'm not Chinese. Then we could have a celebration. Oh well. Presidents Day is tomorrow. How do you celebrate that holiday? We should eat a cake or something. Gaaah! I have tons of homework to do. I haven't even started. I don't want to do it. :P I still don't know what school I want to go to next year.

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Saturday, February 17, 2007

Where did you go?

A lot has been going on. :p I don't really have much to say, other than the fact that I have tons of work to do this weekend that I am putting off. My mom finally let me buy a wig. It was pretty cheap compared to the cosplay wigs that I've seen online. My real hair is currently a total mess. Now all I have to do is I bought some make-up (lipgloss, XD) too and some facial scrub that will improve my skin ( I hope. Stupid acne) I can't wait for my birthday. I'm going to take a lot of pictures. It's the first time in years that I've actually been excited about my birthday. I hope that my mom lets me buy a cake. Mmmm...Strawberries!

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

Dreaming is useless for me

My mom is so aggravating. I hate her almost as much as I hate school. I do my best to behave and be a "good girl" and she doesn't appreciate it. She just finds something to complain about. Yuck, my skin is a mess. I have acne all over my face. T_T I'm looking for a dress to wear on my birthday but I can't find it. What's the use of wearing pretty clothes when my face is so ugly? I won't be able to enjoy my weekend because I have tons of homework to do. However, knowing me, I'll probably just procrastinate on all of it. I hate math. I'm going to get a low grade in that class. I just don't understand any of it. T_T

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Monday, February 12, 2007

People like me aren't allowed to be happy

Well, I survived another day of school. I hate it so much. >.<; My math teacher keeps on picking on me. My Japanese teacher was picking on me also. I didn't have any of my homework done. It sucks. I have to read two chapters for AP Euro and do the study guides by Wednesday. I hate school I hate school I hate school I hate school I hate school. I feel like jumping out of a window. Also, I have no money. My birthday is in thirteen days. I guess I can begin working then. I don't want to though!

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

Dee dee dee

It's one a.m. in teh morning. x_x I think I'll go watch a movie. I still have tons of homework to do though (and a room to clean). I am thinking of selling part of my wardrobe to get money. :P I'm in the mood for cake. My mom said that I have to make all the arrangements for my birthday because she's "busy" all the time.

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Thursday, February 8, 2007

I don't belong here

I don't like my mom. :x She's always in a bitchy mood. Everything is always my fault. If she hates me so much, she should have never given birth to me. IF YOU ARE NOT A HEMARROID,GET OFF MY ASS!!!! I wish that she would just leave me alone. I haven't done any of my homework this week and I missed a make up test. What's wrong with me? How can I maintain good grades when my study habbits are so crappy? Anna Nicole Smith died in a city near where I live. The world is comming to an end.

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Wednesday, February 7, 2007

T_T

I can finally eat normally again! Yay! School was bad today though. My mom and my sister were being mean to me. I hate homework...T_T

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