Thursday, July 27, 2006

Mmmmm.......chocolate

Meh. I need to get a life instead of sitting online all day and seeing how other people "supposedly live". It's past midnight. I wonder if it is possible to be happy if you don't talk to anyone. I finished all the chocolates. No time to write more. Must sleep.

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Technology is bullying me (again)

Appearently my computer doesn't want me te share the videos I took on my vacation. My mom's video camera doesn't come with a DV cable . I tried using a USB cable and my computer refused to recognize it (I tried all 4 USB ports). So if I want to upload the video I'll have to spend $30 on a DV cable. T.T I had a headace last night and I was reading about the history of fashion. I don't see why so many people like the Rococo so much. No one dresses like this anymore. The Marie Antoinette I read about in books was nothing like the character in Rose of Versailles. Oscar really does look like a guy. Anyway, I've been taking quizes obsesively lately and I've realized that I know more about myself than these quizes do. I took this test and I wasn't satisfied with any of the answers. The first result I got was 'goth'. I read that there aren't a lot of goths in Japan. I think they ment Visual Kei, which is completely different. The only reason I got that answer was because I said that I was moody (which I am). I'm not that interesting visually though. I took the quiz again and I got "Salaryman". I work hard at school but I hate work and I'm definately not addicted to it. The only one I was satisfied with is this one: You Are a Schoolgirl! You're not quite as wild as a "kogyaru", but with your short plaid skirt and silly white socks, you're still a sexual fetish object. You can usually be seen hanging out in the girly section of the video game places, collecting photobooth stickers of you and your friends. You may not be as innocent as you look. Did those vending machine panties once belong to you? What's Your Japanese Subculture? Wait....I'm a sexual fetish object?! o.0;;;; This one doesn't fit me either. I guess I like it the most because it's conventional.

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Monday, July 24, 2006

It's (NOT) good to be home

I'm finally back home. It wasn't easy. T.T; On Saturday my dad's friend picked my up an hour late. when we got to the airport we had to wait two and a half hours to check in my luggage. The flight was delayed another hour. I sat next to some really annoying people on the plane. I moved to a quieter but colder and noisier seat near the plane engine. My parents picked me up and I got frustrated instantly. I didn't want to come back home and I remembered why I disliked it so much. I didn't want my vacation to end. I guess that's why they call it 'a vacation'. It was more like an escape for me. However, during my mom's frequent and extremely long phone calls I always said that I missed her because she'd get mad if I said what I really felt (namely, I wasn't thinking of home at all I'd be happy if I never had to see my real family again). When I get the film from my cheap disposible camera and figure out how to upload videos I'll write about my trip. I'm not sure though because today only matters today and I don't know if anyone (including myself) would be interested in hearing about it weeks after it happended. Since I've gotten back I've just been reading and wasting time online. School starts in three weeks. If I don't want to fail any of my classes I should start working on my homework now. >.> Stupid homework. Why are my teachers sadistic enough to give me summer homework? (especially considering that I'm a chronic procrastinator) I want to dye my hair cotton candy pink but it wouldn't look good on me (even if I had my parent's permission which is never going to happen) . I also want to start wearing wigs but my mom won't let me because 'I already have hair'. I'm sorry if I sound whiny or pessimistic in this post. Going home was the least fun part of the vacation.

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Here

I have so much that I want to type but I just don't have time. I'll try to visit people's sites on Sunday. See ya!

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Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Fond A Computer

wow. It's only been 3 days since I left but it feels like forever. I can't write much because I can only use the internet for about three minutes a day. ^.^; This keyboard is worse than QWERTY.

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Saturday, July 8, 2006

   Bye bye, Bye bye,Bye bye, Bye bye

I'll be gone for the next two weeks. I don't wanna go. T.T Maybe I'll find a computer there. *shrugs*

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Thursday, July 6, 2006

   Pink Lemons

I changed my layout. It took me a really long time to do. T.T The only times when I must finishe everything in one sitting is when I'm making layouts and drawing. Otherwise I procrastinate. I was going to do an anime theme but I felt obliged to do a Fruit one. I'm having trouble uploading my new avatar though. It's still strawberry. My new avatar is supposed to look like this:

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Wednesday, July 5, 2006

   I never have money, ever.

I started my homework on Monday. The mapwork isn't that hard but it's very time comsuming. I don't think I can memorize all of it. The essay part is very boring though. Whenever I read something like this I fall asleep. "In Western Europe from the 3rd Century onward, the political unity of the Roman Empire began to fragment. As centralized Roman authority weakened, the imperial territories were entered and settled by succeeding waves of "barbarian" tribal confederations, some of whom rejected..." (Wikipedia) Yesterday was the fourth of July. Since this is the first year that the majority of my family is american I was obliged to celebrate. We were too late to see the fireworks at the city hall so we just sat outside and looked in the direction of the popping noises. Our neighbors were lighting fireworks and I was afraid that I flame would land on me and burn me alive. I like the fireworks that look like shooting stars. I FINALLY CLEANED MY ROOM!!! Well...I had some help from my mom. It's no wonder that my dad thinks women have an innate desire to clean things. My mom can't stand clutter. Too bad I don't have this desire. I don't notice things like dust and small stains and clutter doesn't bug me. My mother helped me clean it. I hid her from my sisters for about six hours. My mom wants to start a cleaning business now. I doubt that I can keep it clean for more than three days. I lost my glasses so I had to spend the day wearing my dad's glasses which are huge and cover half my face.

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Sunday, July 2, 2006

Shut up brain or I'll stab you with a Q-Tip!

Whenever I think about the mess I've gotten myself into I feel like I'm suffocating. I wish that I could start breathing again or lose consciousness.

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Saturday, July 1, 2006

   It's July

It's July already. >.<; I still haven't made a productive change. I feel like a bad friend. I don't e-mail or comment the few people who show some kind of intrest in me. Fruit=social inability. I sometimes wonder if I'm incapable of embracing my true personal prefrences because I want to conform and get approval from my peers. When I think about it though, I know that the opposite is true. I always complain about being out of place. People think I'm weird/uncool because I don't like the same things they do. I guess individuality isn't a good thing. =

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