Saturday, June 24, 2006

   Meh....my week

There was a lot of stuff that I wanted to write about but on the rare chances that I get to sit in front of the computer I don't feel like typing.I guess I'll make a skeleton. On Tuesday I watched the NBA finals with my dad. It was the first time that I'd actually watched an entire basketball game. Everyone in my large family was watching it at some point (not really to support the team but to support my dad). I think the main reason I watched it was to try to connect with my dad because we are like strangers. However my dad has always known that he was the only one in the house interested in sports and kind of dismissed us.It was kind of stressfull to watch and in basketball 6 minutes can last an eternity. We won and there was a lot of cheering. I went to bed around 1 a.m. T.T The next day my sister's 10 year old "friends" came over and made me play with them. I let them into my room only because they said that they'd help me clean it but they were no help at all. I ended up stuffing all of them into my keyboard case instead. I finally watched Howl's Moving Castle that day. It was such a good movie. ^.^ It's the only movie that I have ever seen that I could describe as "magical". The scene where Howl's hair turned orange was especially funny. Last Friday I watched Nausicaa which was much weirder (it was about bugs). I realized that I hate being judged. I don't even fit most of the stereotypes people give me. I should learn to stop being intimidated by people I barely know. However, I sometimes think that the want me to be intimidated or else they wouldn't say those things. Thinking about school made me very stressed. I can't stand it. I sometimes wish that I could take all my classes online so I wouldn't have to be surrounded by people my own age. Then, when I grow up I can be a hermit or something. I remembered my age again. I'm getting pretty old but in many ways I am still immature and unprepared for the real world. I get upset whenever I look at people who are younger than I am and are much more skilled than me and have accomplished more than I ever will. I get upset when I look at people my own age and I wonder if there is something wrong with me that prevents me from connecting with other people. There will be a Disney movie based on a book I read during the school year but the title is stupid. I don't think that the movie will be good. I could relate to the characters in the book but I can never do that with disney characters. They're not real. Suicide Club sounds like an interesting movie but I'll probably never see it because I have no tolerence for gore and violence. I must sleep now.

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