Friday, August 18, 2006

Death of Tiamat

Yay! I survived my first week of school. The first day sucked. I felt worthless and lonely. My teachers are decent. I'm starting to believe that I know more about computers than my Web Design teacher. The girl who sits next to me definitely knows more than the teacher. That's bad because that means I'll never get good at designing web pages. We haven't even started learning about html. It’s annoying because I can’t switch the school computers to Dvorak. My English teacher is odd. I hear that his class in as hard as a college level senior English class. Great. T_T. I hear that if you fail his class then you fail at life. At least five times during each class my European History teacher goes into a long rant about how Western Society is going to crumble and how the rest of the world hates the U.S. and terrorists will kill us all. AT LEAST FIVE TIMES PER CLASS. T.T My chemistry teacher isn't that entertaining but the teacher is nice and does all these weird science experiments. Anyone who has trouble staying awake in that class should be forced to take Spanish III with my old Spanish teacher and learn what a boring teacher is really like. My world history teacher is the same as my geography teacher from last year and I have her at the end of the day again. The only difference is that the rest of the class isn't as loud and annoying as last year so she doesn't yell at us much. For the first three days I had a whole table to myself for lunch. However, on Thursday I found other people sitting in "my" table and had to eat outside. I feel so ashamed. I actually care about my appearance now. Last year was the first time that I went to a school that didn’t require uniforms. Everything I wore was off the clearance rack at Wal-mart. I wore hot pink T-shirts that were too small for me with brown skirts and dirty white sneakers. I still don’t wear expensive clothes but at least they look halfway decent. I wear accessories and try to match now too. T.T I feel better about the way that I look now (at least until my hair starts to look ugly again). However, no one else cares. They still think that I’m ugly. Why should I dress up just to go to school? Oh well. I still think that the trends that the other people in my school follow look stupid. *cough*skunkhair*cough* I’d rather wear uniforms or uniform style clothing to school anyway. Japanese school uniforms look like haute couture compared to the uniforms I used to wear. The crap I used to wear vs. Japanese school uniforms I’m becoming so materialistic. I want things I don’t even need. It seems like MyOtaku is dying. No one is updating. Oh well. Maybe it’s just me.

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