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• In my mind, in the most mundane and petty town ever
Member Since
• 2006-04-21
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• not tellin'

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Achievements
• umm...I don't know. I had straight A's my first year of high school.
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• Does it matter?
Favorite Anime
• I don't really watch anime anymore but I like Rose of Versailles and Utena
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•

  • stop procrastinating
  • learn to sew
  • live instead of exist
  • spend less time on the computer
  • relearn Japanese
  • Get more sleep
  • Do well in school (without going insane)
  • get a job

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• sewing, going online, obsessing
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• Being sad




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myOtaku.com: FruitDefendu


Thursday, November 30, 2006

sad


I hate this world. Why do I bother continuing to live in it?. No one cares

I hate school I hate my family and today my teacher mocked my entire existance. NO ONE CARES THAT i FEEL LONELY AND UNNHAPPY ALL THE TIME.
fORE REVENTGE i WANT TO JUST BLOW MYSELF UP AND BCOVER THEM WITH MY BLOOD. eVEN THEN, THEY WOULDN'T CARE. tHEY WOULD JUST FORGET ME. tHIS LIFE IS SHIT.
tHERE IS NO REASON TO GO ON. yET i HAVEN'T ENEDED MY LIFE YET. vERY ABSURD.
I AM SCREAMING INSIDE BUT NO ONE WILL LISTEN. I need drugs or something to get me away from this. Overdosing and dying would be exactly what I want.I want to kill them all. I can't be indifferent. I'll never be happy. I just want to take a gun and shoot myself so badly.
The stupid idiots (aka my parents) are fighting again.
The kids at school laught at kids who cut themselves but I feel like just taking a knife and slashing myself until I am coverd with blood. Even then. No one would care.

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