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Location
• In my mind, in the most mundane and petty town ever
Member Since
• 2006-04-21
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• not tellin'

Personal

Achievements
• umm...I don't know. I had straight A's my first year of high school.
Anime Fan Since
• Does it matter?
Favorite Anime
• I don't really watch anime anymore but I like Rose of Versailles and Utena
Goals
•

  • stop procrastinating
  • learn to sew
  • live instead of exist
  • spend less time on the computer
  • relearn Japanese
  • Get more sleep
  • Do well in school (without going insane)
  • get a job

Hobbies
• sewing, going online, obsessing
Talents
• Being sad




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myOtaku.com: FruitDefendu


Monday, January 1, 2007

No past, no future, only now


Happy New Year. I hope this year will be better than the last.

I've lost sight to what is important in life. I sit in front of this computer, in front of the TV, in front of my peers at school and watch how other people live.
I recently got an e-mail from two people from middle school. One was a back stabbing meanie who would never associate with me. Another is someone I was actually friends with me but we've lost contact starting in eigth grade. Both have moved on and don't need me anymore. They have new friendss and they're comfertable at their new schools.
I on the other hand haven't made any friends at my high school, even after all these years. I hate school and want to switch out or take all of my classes online.
*sigh*
Why haven't I moved on? Why do I live in the past with no reason to live? I wish that I could live alone, but the truth is that I am the same as I was in middle school. I long for companionship.
*sigh* Maybe it's just jealousy and boredom.

*rubs eyes* I had a dream that I drew pictures, went back in time and became the slave/bride of an Egyptian prince. I tried to escape but woke up before it ended.

I haven't heard form my stalker.

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