Monday, February 25, 2008

Well...its sunday night...I'm super super bored and about to go to bed and...oh wow its not even 11!! haha well anyways Today I watched the rest of DeathNote ((the anime)) I wasn't very satisfied with the ending...I really, from the bottom of my heart wanted Kira to win, I always routed for Light. But I guess all of us who are fans...knew that he would not win...I guess I really loved Light for kinda being the tragic hero. Wanting to do good, wanting to do right, even if it meant doing it by means of evil. That the evil would be over looked by the good he will result in but ultamitly fails. Still wanna know were I can watch the live action Death Note movie 2...anyone know? Well tomorrow I got school...but I forgot to do homework. Oops. I get to see him tomorrow. I hope he hasn't had a change of heart and distances himself again, like last time..It breaks my heart when he does...I hope...he will hug me tomorrow at least. Well I'll comment you guys when I get home from the modeling meeting ((which is right after school..)) k? sorry if its a bit late though...I will get to commenting though. Night! Current time- 10:55 Current Mood- mix Listening to- Nach Dir Kommt Nichts Much Love @--->----- ~Rose~

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Sunday, February 24, 2008

Hm...today was rather boring...I did nothing really. I woke up at like...12ish? 1ish? And then went down stairs after making my bed, got teased by my dad and watched an Inyasha movie out of boredom...haven't seen Inuyasha in..FOREVER. Afterwards...I surfed the net completely bored...and found the Death Note movie online so I watched that too. I liked it, really different from the manga and Anime...then again I half expected it to be. Anyone know where I can watch the second one?? *Sigh* can't believe I'm saying this but I want it to be Monday...want it to be time for school...no I don't really enjoy school...but yeah...I want it to be lunch...I just really miss someone...being away for him over the weekends makes me...uneasy...I'm realizing more and more how much I feel for him ((and I'm sorry to say, but its not my bf I am refering to)). I'm afraid I might have to ask my bf to make this break permanent...I might feel too strongly for this guy, more then I feel for my bf..and thats just not fair to him. Though I don't know how this one guy feels about me... well I'm gonna go now. its late and I;m sleepy. Night! Current time- 12:25 Current Mood- ueasy sleey Listening to- Schwarz ((Tokio Hotel)) Much Love @--->------ ~Rose~

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

Adventures of 4th Block, Passing out/collapsing And surprise visits

Hihi Okay so today I had to get something dropped off for me during 4th, but I didn't wanna go to class with out it. So the nurse sent me to class...so I went to a counsler, she gave me a pass for the library, they weren't taking students to I went to my freshman english teacher. He let me stay there, his class was eating some food, so he gave me Tamales, Atole, and Bunelos! it was super yummy! and his class was soo nice to me! They kept asking if I wanted more or needed anything and stuff like that. I wanna transfer to that class now XD Then lunch came around, but I was full from eating at Mr.H's. One of my friend said she could make me pass out, I was always curious as to what it would feel like to pass out, but doubted it would work. suddenly me and my ex where like "I wanna try!" but he went first...damn...well for him what they did, didn't work. he just got lightheaded ((P.S. NO strangling took place or anything involving the neck or holding our breaths for like minutes till we pass out)) so when it came to my turn after I did the deep breathing steps and then they pushed on my crossed arms. Suddenly I felt this weirdness and collapsed. My ex who was standing next to me caught me. He helped me up and kept me up while I got a hold of myself. got really lightheaded... After school 2 friends and I went to see my other friend who has been out all week for a surprise visit. we ended up walking to safeway and just hanging out, it was fun to see her and hang with her So plans for the weekend? Current mood- Sleepy Current time- 10:57 Listening to- Ready Set Go ((tokio hotel)) Much Love @--->----- ~Rose~

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Friday, February 22, 2008

Talking, Poking, Detention, Guitar, and missing money...damn

Hihi So, as I promised I talked to him today. Though I had to look for him. And then kinda stopped trying, he came to me. After walking in akward silence he asked how much I liked him. I told him I was not sure, that I liked him, but didn't know how much..He said cause it seemed I was having more fun happier with my friends. Then he said even random people he didn't know asked if he and I were still together, and saying I was very flirtatious with some junior in my Geometry class. I was sorry but I had to laugh! Me and that guy??? he's a flirt but I wouldn't go for HIM..at all. he seemed relived. thats good. He gave me his jacket cause I was cold...I accepted Went back to my friends last 5 min of lunch. I got attacked with poking, and biting of the neck by one person. so I bit him back Got detention. only served like...20 min of it though and got marked for the whole time XD I arrived late to detention so I served a bit less, I was trying to find him to give his jacket back. Had guitar class, that was cool I guess. I learned a bit more so thats good. And I apparently have misplaced $105...I as adding the $90 my mom just payed back yesterday and i wanted to see how much I had, noticed one of the Franklins was missing and 5 bucks...damn I'm looking all over for it. feel stupid I lost it...have you ever lost a big sum of cash? Current mood- Frustrated cause I can't find my money!!! Current time- 10:34 Listening to- Rette Mich Much Love @--->------ ~Rose~

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

Well I did it, took a while but I did it. But I got frustrated trying to. I wanted to tell him before school, but I arrived kinda late and people talking to me and a trip to my locker did not help. So I decided break, and kindly ask my friend who always walks to me to 4th, if he will meet me there cause I gotta do something during break. He says sure Come break, he runs to me and we meet up with my boyfriend. He doesn't leave so I can't talk to my bf. We get to my 4th and i realize that I forgot some stuff at my locker so I ask to go, sub says yes. I tell my friend to wait for me in class and he'd better go in cause we have a sub. Me and my bf walk away to my locker, my friend runs to us and follows us...saying he wants to come...two chances killed. see my frustration? Lunch I decide. Come lunch he does no come, my bf I mean, not till the last 5 min of lunch then he leaves. We I go to look for him..same friend follows. So that killed that shot... Afterschool I say...afterschool...same friend follows! GEEZ! frustration much?! I wanted to but then my friend had to leave shortly, so before my bf hops on the bus I hug him and as I pull away I ask "would you mind if we took a break?" he pauses says nothing..and then asks "...why?" I tell him its hard to explain...but that...then we see his bus is about to leave so he says "I actually wanted to talk to you about it." I realize..I owe him that much, I owe him an explination and such so I agree to talk to him tomorrow. So I'm not single, not taken, but on a break. And..I feel...nothing really. No sadness, not exactly happiness either..just kinda uneffected right now. is that bad? Current Mood- emotionless Current Time- 10:25 Listening to- Break Away ((Tokio Hotel)) Much Love @--->----- ~Rose~

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Hihi I got back last night, but too tired to post lol. Um It was an okay trip. Ate lots of fruits, they were yummy, lots of food in general. MY DAD KEPT ME IN MEXICO ON SATURDAY!!! THE DAY OF MY CONCERT!!! TOKIO HOTEL...BILL MY LOVE!!! I cried..how could he? haha sorry...to annoy my parents I counted down the hours till the show...and to further upset them once I reached the final min before the show, I counted how long they had been on stage! XD that really annoyed the hell out of my mother. My dad said to make it up, if they ever return to anywhere in the bay are he'll take me, without fail. so I plan to keep him to his word! and that he'll make it up to me cause I really wanted to go to that one concert in that area on that date. Oh I ate Rose Petal Ice cream!! It was super yumulishes! and other exotic flavors. and then at this one resteraunt. there were waiters with 2 ft long knvies walking around and on the blades yummy meats that they offered and cut off the blade on your plate. it was cool but kinda scary. Um my brother bought a chimney in mexico, a ceramic one. My mom bought frames, I bought candy and cookies. The guy who checked out cars at the boarder was a total @ss haha yup yup well think thats all...NIGHT! Oh yeah I might break it off with my boyfriend. If not just put the relationship on hold and take a break...dunno if it would resume though. But If I don't break up with him then we will just take a break. But the break up isn't too far off, I can see that, I know that. Current time- 11:15 Current mood- Uncertain Listening to- 1000 Oceans ((Tokio Hotel)) Much Love @--->------ ~Rose~

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Friday, February 15, 2008

Singles Awarness Day And Tijuana

So my Kiddies, how are we doing today? Did we all have a nice Single's Awarness Day? Or as some would call it...Valentines Day..Mine was okayish. Bf gave me a mug full of choclates and a teddy bear, other friends gave me lots of candy..thats the only good thing of Single's Awarness Day... Had Guitar class...I'm improving Well I won't be on till...Monday night? Tomorrow I am leaving for Tijuana for the weekend. Might be around LA too, dunno. I hope. Maybe make it to that concert I so desprately want to go to. Well I really don;t have much to say in this right now...so yeah I think I'll finish packing and go to bed cause gotta get up and leave around 3AM...NIGHT! talk to you guys next week! Have an awsome weekend Loves! Tell me, how your day was, your S.A.D. day was, and what are your plans for this weekened? Current Mood- Uneasy Current Time- 10:38 Listening to- In Die Nacht ((Tokio Hotel SHIT! I just realized...I haven't gone on any long travles since my Ipod broke!! I'M GONNA BE MUSICLESS FOR 3 AND 1/2 DAYS!!!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! Much Love @--->----- ~Rose~

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Hey

Hello sorry for not updating soon. Got pretty busy, this whole weekend was dedicated to Modeling. Saturday the show- went to the salon at 1, saw what I was gonna wear tried it on, went to the lingre store next door to get gogo boots and gloves to complete the outfit...that store was also a sex shop...must block memory of ever entering that place...got hair done at 2:45, took about 20-30 min. Later got make up done. air brushed masqurade mask. Took 20 min? got home at four, left to the hall at 5pm got weird stares on the way, was funny. Rehersed a bit, got dressed, show started at 8, we went on around 9ish? then did the finale. We did sooo good! my group was the highlight of the show we so rocked! was sooo tired, and my feet hurt...if you've seen gogo boots...you know why... Sunday-wake up early next day cause the previous day we got called about meeting a radio station who is interested in sponsering us in a city about an hour or more away. we go, they gave us the wrong time, but we still got to take pix for a mag in the city. we go the mall to hang out, end up talking to the managment and might do a show at the mall ((that mall is BIG!)) so that was good Today we did a meeting, practiced acting and decided on what fundraisers we want to have. we are doing a car wash, bake sale, donations, and radio party at a local store parking lot. so that should be fun and get us some cash! =] we might use it to take a trip to like ragging waters. well thats a small summary of what happened this weeken. Will probably post pix later. sorry its kinda undetailed...but that would have been wayyyy tooo long og a post. if you want more details, feel free to PM me. Night! Current mood- SLEEPY! Time to catch up on missed sleep current time- 11:10 Listening to- Beichte ((Tokio Hotel)) Much Love @--->----- ~Rose~

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Saturday, February 9, 2008

Hola Hu-zzah!!! Len is here posing cause he can...I was fixing her (Rose/Fullmetalsgirl) site around and stuff. She is going to be sooooo mad when she see the bg! XD but i'll change it for her later...*nods* somethings wrong with the html stuff, the lack of caffine is making it so that i cant tell what it is im missings...a tr or a td, or some other random thing...Well imma go, i'll tell laura to visit you guys later, take care and visit me! --Len23 Added on by Rose... Yes Len, thank you very much for this...And yes I will kill you, told you I did not like that backgtround! but...too...wayyyyy wayyy too tired to do that at the moment... Um I just got home and its freakin 1AM!!!! I was at freaing rehersals..from 6-12:30 ish PM! PM PEOPLE! PM!!!! That is like gkher;gfnaegrknre I went to the mall after arriving at rehersals cause we were not needed right away, left for maybe an hour... Practiced walks and orders of the walks, I'm doing a single run way walke with the other people will be doing doubles ((partners)). I'm also closing the set for the person I'm modeling for. I am also going to be in the grand finale... Um...going TO FREAKING SLEEP! till like..right before my damn appointment to get hair make up done. I will be airbrushed ((No not to make me thinner)) they are going to airbrush my mask for the masqurade on. so that should look super cool. My apointment is pretty much 12 hours from now and I plan to sleep till then! Gotta be at the hall at 5pm show starts at 8, its about an hour or more long, then I go out to eat and celebrate with the models from our club. Tell you about the show and how it went later Love you guys, but I'm not commenting today...sorry I really am but I bearly have engergy to post this! Maybe I'll post tomorrow, and if I'm not makeing up for all the sleep I missed then perhaps I'll be able to comment...good night Current time- 1:08 Current mood- ZOMBIE TIRED!!! Listening to- Uber ende der Welt remix ((Tokio Hotel)) Much love...ah you know the drill...

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Friday, February 8, 2008

Hello! Well this week has actually been pretty good! I mean yeah some bumps this week. Like hearing my bf was out at the mall with another chick, in a not "just friends" way. Talked to him about it. He says what I hoped was the truth when I heard the rumor. He was with his sister, no cheating, that was a relife...but things between us aren't good right now. He seems...not like himself, like kinda upset with me and distracted... And it seems I might have some admiers in my guitar class...today was the second class...if I do..uh oh.. Um happier note? I got a A on my spanish test? Oh I have dress rehersals afterschool for the fashion show. The runway will be there and ready so yay? Um Oh god on saturday, I'll have to be there at 6:30 AM!! its going to be...@_@ so tiring! and the show starts at like 8pm! *sigh* So I might not be on this Saturday. Well I'm gonna go to sleep cause sleep is killing me! Good night, comment you guys later if I get the chance, dunno when rehersals will end. Night! Current time-12:22am Current mood-SLEEPY! Listening to-Nach Dir Kommt Nichts ((Tokio Hotel)) Much Love @--->------ ~Rose~

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