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Saturday, December 1, 2007


Confuzled

Yesterday was horrible..
1-I think my very best friend whom I love very much but due to her injust mother, have been kept from for months has ran away. don't know yet
2-My aunt passed away last night/afternoon due to the cancer in her bones and lungs....

R.I.P. MARTA YOU WILL AND ARE VERY MUCH MISSED...

3-I have too many friends considering suicide
4-I am once again put on medication for fucking migrains...fucking headachs
5-I'm going to have to go get my eye checked out to see if they are the source of my headachs
6-My mother may still think of me as a deomon child....
7-grades still need work
8-I still hate proofs.....
9-plenty more...trust me but I won't list more cause A. not enough room and B. I just won't

Good stuff
um my teacher forgot to bring the test on proofs, my other one experienced head trama? okay yeah that one was mean...um I went to a modeling audition. Mades some new friends...but they were all like older then me 19-20 year olds....um...well yeah did the interview and then the walk, said they'd call in about 3 days and if they don't well...you get the picture.
during the audition and interview we were asked about our talents and one guy was like wanna know my talent? and the judges were like yes. he started to break dance. hell he was GOOD! and then he and the other boys lined up and gave the judges LAP DANCES! XD it was hallarious! any ways...
audition was 2 hours long. cut school to go to it...school needs better securtity...its way to easy to break out...I even passed teachers and supervisors in the parking lot. they didn;t say shit....anyways...four hours after the audition around 9pm they called.
I MADE THE CUT!! and I ALREADY GOT A JOB!
On monday I'm to go to a boutique and model their prom dresses, maid dresses and maybe even their wedding dresses...though I;d make a pretty damn young bride no? so yup I'm a model now

theres a mix of lots of bad stuff and some good stuff in my life right now. I'm on the edge myself. I don't know what I'm to do. I really, really, need something but...its just gone and I don't know. I'm on the edge, lets just hope I don't jump...I don't want to, but even if I'm not ready....

Much Love
@--->-----
~Rose~

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