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• 1992-01-22
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• Highschool and partime college student, Model, Randomnist, and Dictator
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• Did a Commercial, Fashion shows, Read a 500pg book in a day, made a teacher cry, won random contests, and other random stuff
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• Inuyasha FMA, Blood+, Case Closed, Koducha, Spiral, Galaxy Railways, Uh...others?
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• to freefall, rock climb,repel,sky dive,hang glide,river rafting and crazy stuff like that maybe make an anime and be a model oh and WORLD DOMINATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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• writing my own stories, and sometimes drawing, some reading hanging out and suff like that but I really love writing poetry and planning my world domination
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• eating as much as I want and keep a figure with out a work out does that count? oh writing poetry (though my sis is the better poet) drawing being a friend, and taking over the world, and inslaving/manipulating people and doing fun evil things




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Thursday, February 28, 2008


I must give up on him...there is nothing there...its gone..been gone and I just didn't want to realize it.
I'm giving up on him, its such idiocity to gamble on him when there is no certanty...while there is another whom feels for me...and I feel for him too.
My boyfriend...I have to call off the break..I want to be with him again, I miss him. As for the other, he is impossible. He is the most complicated and complex thing I have ever encountered. I suppose that is something I admire and attracts me to him...but that is also what hurts me so...
Another thing that makes me sad is...that my boyfriend may...no does, like me more then I like him...I know that...thanks to the interfearance I recive...recived from the other.
This is so fucked up..I bearly understand it myself..
I feel a sence of numbness coming over me...soon..for a while I will fall into a state of apthathy and numbness. I hate it..but I can't fight it...just ride it out I suppose.. I'm sorry if you don't understand what I am talking about..I bearly do too. just...some stuff I guess I typoed out to make me feel better...

Current time- 11:45
Current mood- hurt that is numbing
Listening to- I needn't you ((Devilish...currently known as Tokio Hotel))

Much Love
@--->-------
~Rose~

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