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Birthday
• 1992-01-22
Gender
• Female
Location
• Californa, and on the weekends my little happy place!!
Member Since
• 2005-08-01
Occupation
• Highschool and partime college student, Model, Randomnist, and Dictator
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• Laura, but I get called Rose here alot so that I guess too

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• Did a Commercial, Fashion shows, Read a 500pg book in a day, made a teacher cry, won random contests, and other random stuff
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• Tomorrow
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha FMA, Blood+, Case Closed, Koducha, Spiral, Galaxy Railways, Uh...others?
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• to freefall, rock climb,repel,sky dive,hang glide,river rafting and crazy stuff like that maybe make an anime and be a model oh and WORLD DOMINATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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• writing my own stories, and sometimes drawing, some reading hanging out and suff like that but I really love writing poetry and planning my world domination
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• eating as much as I want and keep a figure with out a work out does that count? oh writing poetry (though my sis is the better poet) drawing being a friend, and taking over the world, and inslaving/manipulating people and doing fun evil things




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Sunday, January 29, 2006

I Hate This!!!

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ugh! I hate today!!! its sucks so f*ucking much!!! I just read an e-mail my sis (my best friend online who probably knows me better than anyone) and it confesed to her other sisters her secret that she already told me afew days ago....and in the last part of the letter it said not to talk to her anymore cause she is afraid about her secert (I won't say her secret) and how it will affect her friendship with all her sisters....and she kept talking about how much she is confused and how much she doesn't wanna go to school and how much she wants to die!
I don't want her to die!! I'm so Ugh! I don't even know how to discribe it! I was shocked when she told me how bad it was. and how much she wanted to die and everything! and then how she said the whole plz don't call me thing!
I was close to a break down! I just wanted to cry my eyes out damnit!! I would hate to lose her! I would be so lost with out her! she taught me how to trust again! she is the one I can turn to without hesitation! the one I can show any poems to without fearing about beign judged. the one I can talk to about anything. the one I get advice from most of the time. the one that makes me feel better the one that make me laugh and see that everything is gonna be okay......
I hate not knowing if she is okay! how am I suppose to know she is not doing anything stupid!?!?!?! I'm just so worried!! and Just so stressed! I just wanna cry....what should I do?

Much Love
@--->------
~Rose~

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