Sunday, May 11, 2008

grr its sunday

so yesterday at work i got off early about 3 hours early so i went to barns and noble and read some manga i'm trying to catch up on negima. today i have work >.< but then i dont work until wednesday YAY!!! tell all your moms happy mothers day for me i'm trying to buy some concert tickets for my mom the problem is the concert is in cali so that means my dad would have to watch my brother and sister and my dad is a lazy ass. well talk to you later

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Saturday, May 10, 2008

pops

so yesterday me, jaclyn, sylvia, and kyle went to go see speed racer and OMG the next time i see that movie me and jac are going to be high no joke even if you aren't high the movie looks like you are and its so funny i loved it its another must see movie. today i have to work and kyle is still stalking me through my phone he texted me 4 times before 10 in the morning and i think he called to >.< well my laptop is about to die and i have an anatomy project to do so i'll talk to you guys later.

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

still sick

my stomach still hurts >.< but i had to go to school today because i have a final next hour T.T i'm going to fail it its the written spanish test and i just dont understand spanish >.< so i went to the doctors yesterday and we talked about the CT scan he is sending me to another specailist to make sure its not cancer which 95% its not cancer and then we are going to figure it what it is but my other doctor is getting me a CT prep scan which is better then a normal CT scan. there best guess of what it is is that its a build up of scar tissue with a virus in the middle of it because my body might not of been able to fight off the virus so it enclosed it with scar tissue so it couldn't go anywhere, but he doesn't know if this is causing my chest pains >.< today my friends play is tonight so i am going to go see that i cant wait i haven't seen them in like ever ^-^ well got to go i'll talk to you guys later.

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Tuesday, May 6, 2008

home sick

Jaclyn seems to be alright but i am watching her well not today since i'm home sick i have such a bad stomach ache that i cant walk it hurts to much. last night skyler, rissa, and me went to see Iron Man OMG you all need to see it i love it so much the first day it comes out i am buying it. well today i have allergy shots T.T they are starting to hurt again and then tomorrow is a half day but i have a doc. app. so i'm not going to school again at the docs. we are seening if my asthma and allergys have improved which they haven't and we are going to talk about the CT scan which i dont remember telling you guys about that so i will now lol. they found something on my CT scan of my chest they dont know what it is it could be anything but they do know that its not supposed to be there. well i am going to go play COD4

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Sunday, May 4, 2008

scared

so yesterday was prom i didn't go but jaclyn was supposed to but everybody canceled on her so she ended up not going and i was working last night and texting her so i took her and shelby to the movies we saw prom night XD it wasn't that good then jac started to cry and kept saying something is wrong with her and of course nothing is wrong with her then we were walking to walmart and she started to cry again she wants help she is afraid she is going to hurt herself and she said she has been cutting now ive never seen cuts on her before and ive seen her in a two piece before but i'm so scared i don't know how to help her i told her that she should tell her mom but she doesn't want to i'm just lost. i feel like such a bad friend i feel like this is my fault, i just dont want to lose jaclyn i dont know what i would do, i love her so much, she is the only thing that makes me happy anymore and of course you guys make me happy. please help me.

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Thursday, May 1, 2008

tired

so i got my paycheck and i went out at bought xbox live with call of duty 4 >.< i'm so happy but now my friends live isn't working so i have to go over there and see if i can help him but if you guys have xbox live my name on there is fullycrazy no surprise there XD. sorry i haven't been on there hasn't been anything to talk about well yesterday we all went swimming but i hate swimming so i didn't go in omg i saw jaclyn in a 2 piece i was like >.< why why me T.T oh ya you know those little tab things on top of like soda cans and engergy drinks that open it up well jaclyn collectes them and i have been trying to find her a purple one but i cant find one so if you guys know where a purple on is tell me please and thank yous well got to go i'll talk to you guys later.

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

good news

well last week i went in to the doctors for a CT scan which is like a better x-ray well they called and they said they found something on the scan i'm so fucking happy about it the bad news is they dont know what it is so i have to go in for more test but still i'm happy because after 3 years of pain and having doctors say its in my head or its just stress i finally have prove to say to them "bitch i was right" i'm not really going to say that tho. i got so bored that i made a video with pics of me and my friends the pics are from last year so the only difference of the way i look is that my hair is longer well if you want to watch it here is the link click to see my video

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

12 hours of sleep woot

so yesterday i need nothing but watch movies on tv and csi lol then i went to work i worked an 8 hour shift last night i had to close which is so gay they want it spotless i dont care how dirty it is really i'm not a clean freak then i came home and slept for 12 hours!!!!!! finally i got enough sleep i haven't been getting enough sleep now watch since tonight i'm closing again i'm not going to get enough sleep tonight cause i have school tomorrow >.< i want school to end well i got nothing else to say and i'm really hungry i'll talk to you guys later.

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

so tired

so i went to the doctors for my chest pains which are finally gone he is increasing one of my asthma med. and one of my allergy med, he is putting me on another allergy med. and he wants me to start my allergy shots again but this time only once a week since i'm so sensitive to them and i am getting a CT scan on monday which is like a supercharged X-ray machine they give me stuff either by drinking it or into my blood and it lights up my chest lol. yesterday was the grande opening of our new theatre and it was hell i was working concessions again and there was so many people on my line it was murder but after the rush calmed down i got to go home early but i didn't have a ride home so i sat in barns and nobles for 2 hours which is right across the street from my work ^-^ that makes me really happy then i went home a played call of duty 4 which i rented and i have been playing it for like 2 days straight and i beat the game today so now i'm bored trevor needs to come over so i can kick his ass at call of duty XD which yesterday was trevors b-day he is finally 17 lol today i have work again >.< i want a day off from everything and just sleep

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

grrr

so yesterday at work was easy they sent me home early so i caught a movie for free i saw vantage point and that was a good movie but at work i was still having chest pains so i came home and went to bed well today i woke up with chest pains and they have never lasted this long before so i stayed home from school again but i am going to the doctors today. thats all i really have to say other then i dont have to work today which is really nice ^-^ but i still cant breath which isn't so nice T.T

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