Saturday, November 24, 2007

tired

i got to go see august Rush with my friends i loved that movie it was so good i want to see it again. for the pass week i have been like sick it looks like i have the flu but i have no fever so i dont know what it is but my stomach is in so much pain. so my grandma looked up allergic reactions to wheat and i have a lot of the effects so i'm doing a complete none wheat diet for about 2 weeks so i'll be leaving off of coco pebbles. after the movie i went to trevors just me and i got him to watch Step UP and he liked it MHU HA HA HA HA now i'm going to try to get him to watch the lake house. but last night i almost kissed trevor and he almost kissed me it was werid but like ya i'm so confused with the whole thing with trevor and anne oh ya and trevor isn't going to ask out anne anymore well my cousins are here they slept over so i got to go haha our playstation broke and we were going to take my grandmas but then we forgot so my mom just bought us a new one and its silver >.< its an early X-mas present lol.

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Friday, November 23, 2007

black friday

so dinner yesterday was so good i ate so much i'm still not really hungry my aunt Sab. was planning out her route for black friday she is CRAZY!!! last night she went shopping at midnight and after that she never went back to sleep so my mom, unles, and aunts all went shopping at 3am so me my sis and bro stayed the night at my grandmas with my cousins this house is so not big for all of us so ya. I'm trying to go to the movies with some friends the problem is that i'm useally i'm the one who brings everybody but since i'm in town i cant give them rides so we are hoping that trevors mom can do it i really hope we can go cus i really want to see August Rush i would do anything to see that movie...maybe just anne and me can go she is in town to that would be wonderful ^^ well i got to go

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Thursday, November 22, 2007

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

yesterday i went to trevors with jaclyn and shelby it was so much fun haha trevor has a golf cart and jaclyn was sitting on shelbys lap and i was on the back while trevor was driving and when trevor backed up he went a little fast and jaclyn flew off of shelbys lap it was so funny lmao she is ok tho so from then on i sat on shelby's lap haha when we would turn i would grap trevors leg and sometime i would get a little close lmfao and when trevor got out of the golf cart i steped on the gas while sitting on shelbys lap and the wheels were turned all the way to the right and i was trying to stire with one hand will that didn't work i ran over 2 trees i couldn't breath from laughing so hard then we went and played truth and dared nothing good happened other then me kissing jaclyn and shelby but since we were in trevors room and his parents could hear us we didn't want to do anything really bad. well today is thanksgiving i hope i live my cousins are so evil >.< i remember one year 6 of them where on me like i was pinned to the ground and they all tryed throwing me into the fire place which there was a fire light well i have to go clean my room i'll talk to you guys later and HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

i hate crying

yesterday i stayed after again and it was fun until we went to jons house i started to get chest pains so then we walked back to school for the late bus but jon lives only 5 mintues away from the school and when i get on the bus and its dark out thank you for that and i started to cry because i started to think about things but then i stopped because i hate crying in front of people then i went home and around 7:30 i started to cry again so i go tell my mom that i dont feel good and that i'm going to bed which i did then i woke up around 11 and couldn't fall back asleep and my cats where fighting in my home again. so today we are trying to go to trevors house today i hope so i just want to be around somebody who i trust and stuff will i got to go i'll talk to you guys later.

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

my wife is visting

Jaclyn my wife is visting from washington state when she came to school to see us we like all raped her it was the biggest group hug you would of ever seen so we are really happy now the wife part is like a joke cus like i also ihave a gf and a mistress and there all jokes my friends are just werid like that so ya all of us hung out with jaclyn all day and we are going to do it again today since she has to go back saturday morning she is trying to get her parents to let her come to school with us next term since her dad still lives here trying to sell there house but after school jaclyn made me a wedding ring out of those tie up thingy where you can try up like bread bags and stuff i cant think of the name of them but i'm wearing it right now ^^ i was going to ditch school today to hang out with them but i have a huge spanish test 7th hour and i cant miss that. also in other news trevor asked me back out i said no and that answer wont change but i dont know if i like him or if i just want him and now he wants to ask out anne and i'm helping him with this but he is to much of a chicken but its so werid my EX is going to ask out the girl i like and he knows i like her i told him but theres not much i can do with who anne goes out with well i got to go i'll talk to you guys later.

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

sick

well yesterday i didn't talk to anybody all i did was listen to my music and read my book which was speak ive read it before and its such a good book you guys should read it. i was at the library with my english class and i was looking for a book but i couldn't find it so i ended up getting 4 books instead of 1 my teacher laughed at me lol. i wasn't feeling good yesterday like my whole body hurts so i got to stay home today i also dont want to be around people i just want a day to myself. i came to the thought yesterday while i was hanging out with anne, shelby, jon, jon's sister and ryan that if anne could like a girl i bet she would go out with jon's sister and that just hurt to much so i stayed home well i'm going to go bye

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

so much

yesterday anne broke up with daniel and now she is all sad because she is single she hates bing single and yesterday i went to get my shots and omg they hurt so badly that i had tears i dont cry from pain that easily so each time i get a shot it hurts more and more and i told my mom and she said will see what happens thrusday so i have to get another shot i'm afriad to and then my mom and me got into mini fight so ya will nothing else to say

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

srry

ive been working PIR this weekend which is nascar i'm explain more tomorrow but i worked 15 hours yesterday and that was a slow day today is going to be hell cus its the actul race and the last race and there are going to be som many drunk rednecks but they are funny when they are in a good mood i'm searching for beer you cant bring your own you have to buy PIR's beer and they get so pissed about that but they could hang out with us and drink there beers g2g

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

why

well i joined a club its called interact club which we do comumnity work Anne made me join then after i went to get my shots will those aren't going so well. every week they increase on how much you get but the higher i went the worse my reactions became so they had to bring me done which is bad cus i'm not improving like they wanted me to do. And my mom talked to my doctor and she is bascily giving up on me she thinks that certain areas on my body are just easier to feel pain and that she wants me to see a doctor who can teach me on how to control the pain and to help me relax i mean her idea makes sence since when people touch me it hurts when people touch my ribs ~cough~ daniel ~cough~ it really really hurts so daniel likes to touch them T.T well thats all i wanted to say i'll talk to you guys later.

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

pain

well yesterday was crapy lets start from the beginning Anne isn't going to break up with daniel cus she really likes him so now anne has replaced me with daniel and that really hurts but i'll live then when i'm at home and its around 8:30pm trevor texts me he got into a fight with jen and needs help so i helped him with that but then he kept on asking why i'm not happy anymore and i wont tell him that i like anne i wont so then he wants to know why i dont trust him anymore so i said "cus the last time i trusted you you crushed my heart" and then we got into that fight again and i just now found out why he broke up with me its because he is afriad he was getting to close to me and he was afraid i was going to break his heart so what does he do he does what he is afraid to me which i am afriad of the samething so i told him that and i also said "thank you for crushing my heart you can have the piece and hang them on your wall i dont want them anymore" after that i stopped texting him and he texted one last thing he wants me to forgive him and i dont know if i can oh and he also said " I still love you and that never going to change" bullshit so this day has started out bad

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