Monday, November 5, 2007

i get to see Anne ^^

bing home was so boring so i'm glad i get to go to school plus i get to see Anne she been having a hard time figureing out who she likes if she likes daniel or kelly (a guy) so i'm trying to help her by just being there i dont really want to say anything cus i'm afraid i will say something that i didn't mean like "dont go out with them go out with me" something like that and i dont know what it would do to our friendship i dont want to lose her all together. oh ya and i almost kissed her friday night i'm so glad i had some strength not to

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Sunday, November 4, 2007

so bored

i had to go to church again and once again nobody talked to me i dont mind i'm just going to be there for 2 more times. all i did yesterday was watch 300 did my homework and then nothing i'm so bored no one is talking to me it makes me sad T.T well i'm hungry talk to you guys later.

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Saturday, November 3, 2007

our football team sucks

i went to the football game last night and we lost we already knew that we would lose cus we had a prep rally so anne was there the girl i like and she is dating daniel and everybody is giving her crap about it so now she wants to break up with him but when she took me away from people it turns out that she still likes kelly (a guy) oh and i also found out that she isn't into girls that is what she told me and i think she knows i'm bi now idk but ya well i got my movie from netflix its 300 so i'm going to watch that i'll talk to you guys later.

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Friday, November 2, 2007

i hate love

i like my friend Anne like a lot but i don't think she is into girls or she just doesn't like me but it pains me cus like everyday out of friendship we hold hands and stuff and yesterday she was really cold so i kept my arms around her i was in heaven but now i think she is going out with daniel which is gross not because he looks gross he looks fine but just the way he acts he is a total perv and he is worse of a bf then a lot of people and i dont want anne to get hurt but i'm not going to tell her to not go out with her its not my place to say. plus i dont think i would go out with her cus my parents hate gay people and i dont know what they would do to me if they found out i had a gf it took years to get this much respect from them i dont want to lose it. o and i don't think i passed my math AIMs half they give you the formula but half the formula that you needed weren't even on there so that just pissed me off and then a fat bitch almost punched me she walks into the room and was like "is this room 534" and i was like its on the door and she said "shut the fuck up annmarie" i was like what are you going to do to me eat me and she steped up to me and acted like she was going to punch me but i didn't move then she got yelled at and sat on the other side of the room it was really funny

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Thursday, November 1, 2007

one more to go

i hope everyone had a great halloween mine was like a normal day i didn't go trick or treating i didn't feel like it this year so my mom bought me a butt load of candy and i played guitar hero 3 which i beat lol its a really good game i love it. today i am taking the math AIMs which is going to take the whole day to do and it sucks cus its a normal school day so i am missing classes that i should be in but all the teachers have to give you more time on school work that you missed well wish me luck i'll need it

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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

i hate AIMS

so this week is the AIMs retakes which i'm doing Aims' is what we have to pass in order to pass high school and you take it when you are in 10th i didn't pass all of them last year i only passed my reading so yesterday i did the writting and i think i passed i used some big words and i even spelled them right and then thursday i'm taking the math math is the worst one when i got my scores bcak from last year i was 2 points off of passing the writting and 9 points off of passing the math so i'm so close >.< well i got to go i'll talk to you guys later.

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Monday, October 29, 2007

yay its back

well i lot happend on saturday so the short version is skyler came over it was fun then we went to kayla's halloween party and it was fine not many people showed up trevor was there but i was fine but when it was like 9 pm things started to go down hill skyler found out that his friend has some "stuff" lots of booze and things to get them high and he really wanted to go but then didn't (kayla is skylers gf) and then skyler and kayla started to fight and trevor kept trying to like hang on to me or something but i cant deal with that that is just to much pain for me so i tolded him to stop but he didn't then i yelled at him to stop and i just walked away. then around midnight skyler said he was throwing up which is a lie and kayla's dad took him home will kayla and me started talking about our problems man was there a lot of problems. then we all went home around 1am then sunday i had to go to church i know nobody there so nobody talked to me which is fine well got to go...o ya and at the party i got high off my inhaler again cus i kept on having panic attacks

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

more shots

well yesterday nothing new other then that my spanish teacher found me a tutor his name is micheal i already know him and yes he is cute so i'll see him ever wednesday's and sometimes fridays. today after school i go and get two more shots what fun. other then that there is nothing new in my live.

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

it needs to stop

,b>Dady hurts him... Child abuse,not somethin that should not even exist... : My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, "Im sorry!", I scream But its now much to late His face has been twisted Into a unimaginable shape The hurt and the pain Again and again O please God, have mercy! O please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor My name is Chris I am three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me And you can help Sickens me to the soul, And if you read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgivness Because you would have to be One heartless person To not be effected By this Poem And because U R effected, Do something about it! So all i ask you to do Is pass this on! IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE! PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS AND PASS IT ON !! REPOST THIS AS "daddy hurts him

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

to much stress

yesterday Jazz fell of our porch from the second floor she is ok but we are watching her. yesterday i started my allergy shots so i got two yesterday they dont hurt the only reason they hurt is if you have an allergic reaction which i did one of my arms got really red and omg did it itch but thats normal so i have to get my shots twice a week so really i'm getting 4 shots every week for 3 months. my spanish teacher is trying to get me a tutor so is talking to some of her student so far 2 are thinking about it but she only got girls to tutor me >.< o well there arent many hot guys at my school but there are hot girls lots of them haha well talk to you guys later.

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